Patricia Conroy - Talking to Myself Lyrics

With every step I take I'm back to where I started
With every day that breaks I fall behind
Swimming upstream, slowly going under
Finding every way to lose my mind
Lose my mind

Forget about it now, forget about tomorrow
I just want to make it through the night
I'm so afraid to sleep my eyes are barely open
I hate to see my dreams pass me by

Is anyone listening
Can anyone hear me
Does anyone feel the way I feel
Or am I just talking to myself

Envy has become an everyday emotion
I just don't know why that can't be me
I'm trying awful hard to make it look so easy
Am I the only one? I just can't be

Is anyone listening
Can anyone hear me
Does anyone feel the way I feel
Or am I just talking to myself

Someone tell me I'm not the only, lost and lonely
So unhappy, jaded
Tell me that I'm ordinary
I'm just like everyone else
Or am I just talking?

Is anyone listening
Can anyone hear me
Does anyone feel the way I feel
Or am I just talking to myself

Is anyone listening
Can anyone hear me
Does anyone feel the way I feel
Or am I just talking to myself

With every step I take I'm back to where I'm started
With every day that breaks I fall behind