Para Loft - I used to second guess myself, but now I don’t give a fuck Lyrics

I come apart like cheesestrings
A bee in my hearts chamber
She stings
Into the walls
On the floor i fall
Swollen last words try to come out my beacon
This is the end
Was nice seein'
Y'all fools
Now I'm leavin'
Funny i was always busy tryna figure out
Whilst my pa was passed out in the stout
What you bugs were laughing at me for
In my last seconds, maybe it was three four
Five
Just before i'd be gone, i came alive
Between your ears
Keep this mantra tightly tucked
"I used to second guess myself, now i don't give a fuck"

But my heart never stopped
It only got faster
Shattered like when pottery meets plaster
Paint my cracks in gold
Like a kintsugi bowl
Who ever pushed me off
Ignited the vengeance in me

Para Loft
Larger than life
Big, huge, enormous
No version lite
In messiah attire
They plug in the wire
If you mess with the sound
Hitmen will be hired
So be quiet
So be quiet
So be quiet

Amen