Paintafresco - In My Feelings Lyrics

Feels like I write my hardest verses when I'm in the darkest places
That's why I'm always working with the light off
Don't know if I'm getting stronger or weaker with the feelings that I fight off
But feelings make me feel weak
So I feel like I'mma fight on
They always told me I was:
Too emotional
Never sociable
Man the bullshit that you fed me was the reason that I ever needed healing
And that is why I'm all up in my feelings
The people that you love love love the most always hurt you deepest
So now you find it hard to love and nights is nearly sleepless
You look at me with loving eyes, the sweetest
But I wish that I could tear apart your heart and see your deepest darkest secrets,
How I really make you feel
Sometimes you forget and show it
This love is a façade
You're just waiting for me to blow it
So you can let me go and say I did that
Although deep down you know you made your choice before the fact
Feels like I write my hardest verses when I'm in the darkest places
That's why I'm always working with the light off
Don't know if I'm getting stronger or weaker with the feelings that I fight off
But feelings make me feel weak
So I feel like I'mma fight on
They always told me I was
Too emotional
Never sociable
Man the bullshit that you fed me was the reason that I ever needed healing
And that is why I'm all up in my feelings

Feels like I write my hardest verses when I'm in the darkest places
That's why I'm always working with the light off
Don't know if I'm getting stronger or weaker with the feelings that I fight off
But feelings make me feel weak
So I feel like I'mma fight on
They always told me I was:
Too emotional
Never sociable
Man the bullshit that you fed me was the reason that I ever needed healing
And that is why I'm all up in my feelings
The people that you love love love the most always hurt you deepest
So now you find it hard to love and nights is nearly sleepless
You look at me with loving eyes, the sweetest
But I wish that I could tear apart your heart and see your deepest darkest secrets,
How I really make you feel
Sometimes you forget and show it
This love is a façade
You're just waiting for me to blow it
So you can let me go and say I did that
Although deep down you know you made your choice before the fact
Feels like I write my hardest verses when I'm in the darkest places
That's why I'm always working with the light off
Don't know if I'm getting stronger or weaker with the feelings that I fight off
But feelings make me feel weak
So I feel like I'mma fight on
They always told me I was
Too emotional
Never sociable
Man the bullshit that you fed me was the reason that I ever needed healing
And that is why I'm all up in my feelings