Otep - Blowtorch Nightlight Lyrics

I've slept in the depths of the devil's bed
I've risen from the prison in my head
To find you
To find you
Waiting to be fed
To find you
To find you
The one who made me sick!

I've slept in the depths of the devil's bed!
I've risen from the prison in my head!
To find you!
To find you!
Waiting to be fed!
To find you!
To find you!
The one who made me sick!

Eyes
White & blind as a spider's egg
Alabaster bones

A house
Burned in a clearing
Forest for miles along the slope

The way you shape
This world of hate
You make
Me fucking crazy!

You make me fucking crazy!

Blinding cold
& casket black
A river flows somewhere below
I stood in hooded silhouette
And murmured sermons to my soul

The way you blame me
The way you shame me
You make me fucking crazy!

You make me fucking crazy!

A corpse in the doorway
Dried to leather
The floorboards buckle & groan
Moonlight drifts in & over me
As I descend the cellar stairs alone

The bunker is walled with concrete blocks
Empty rooms, iron cots
Whispered curses & broken prayers
Children roasting like pigs over open fires

Blowtorch nightlight!

Do you wanna see? do you wanna see?
What I've done?
What I've done?
What I've become?

I'm just like you; unthinking brute!
I'm the bruise that never heals!
I'm the swing that breaks
& frees the screams.
You make me fucking crazy!

The way you complain
About the pain
You make me fucking crazy!

You make me fucking crazy!

Blowtorch nightlight!

These 3 words

Fuck
You
Forever!

I've slept in the depths of the devil's bed!
To find you!
To find you!
You fucking piece of shit!

The way you complain
About the pain
You make me fucking crazy!

The way you rape my mental state
You make me fucking crazy!

Blowtorch nightlight!
Blowtorch nightlight!
Blowtorch nightlight!
Blowtorch nightlight!