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Hats off to my last love, it's been years
Didn't get a hi once, now my hearts full of hay bails
You the last straw, know our last dance was a softball
Wherever you went, I hope you stay there
Your fault, that you gave up, should've stayed ten toes down
But the way I turned now, still prolly would've kicked you out
Guess I'm glad you not around, cause we would've been a long shot
Said you needed space, started talking to the moon,
Then before I knew it I was falling off with you
Leaving you behind is like the start of something new
went from wishing on a star, for as long as it would shoot to
I ain't felt a thing in years I might be aromantic
Just know that I have no desire here to meet your standards
I know marriage wasn't made for me to pander, so to answer
I'm used to being alone, so you can't make me scared to
Sleep by myself, it's the way it's always been
Got a king size bed, with some monsters underneath
I don't even charge my phone before I sleep, no one texts
Got a weight on my chest, least it ain't no ones head
They hate I don't hate the way I am
We should just stay friends, I don't have too much of them
Past failed commitments, make me scared of commitment, so I'm still content when I
Sleep by myself, it's the way it's always been
Got a king size bed, with some monsters underneath
I don't even charge my phone before I sleep, no one texts
Got a weight on my chest, least it ain't no ones head
They hate I don't hate the way I am
We should just stay friends, I don't have too much of them
Past failed commitments, make me scared of commitment, so I'm still content when I
Feel like all I have is my mental health
I don't got too much to gain if I lose myself
If I can smell the rain, tell me why then I should wait
Till the water hits the well, swear I'm dying on this hill
Cage me in, inside a chain link fence
Because more than friends, just means more than stress
This is all I've had, don't think there's much I've missed
This is all I've been, so I'm still content
When I hear that I'm just different for the demons I befriended
They don't leave me what's the difference, from a ring that's full of minerals
And boulders on my shoulder that I'm digging up
And cuffing make me feel like I'm a criminal, no wisdom
And I'd rather keep my innocence
And a love notes only good in theory
The instant that you try to see me, I'll be fleeing
Wishing that the clock would tick back before you meet me
Saving all my tears to get you back for being greedy
And I'm happy never risking getting hurt again
Never gonna let them leave a mark that isn't permanent
Set for an eternity alone the day they bury me
So I don't need someone to breach the surface with
'Cause I ain't felt a thing in years I might be aromantic
Just know that I have no desire here to meet your standards
I know marriage wasn't made for me to pander, so to answer
I'm used to being alone, so you can't make me scared to
Sleep by myself, it's the way it's always been
Got a king size bed, with some monsters underneath
I don't even charge my phone before I sleep, no one texts
Got a weight on my chest, least it ain't no ones head
They hate I don't hate the way I am
We should just stay friends, I don't have too much of them
Past failed commitments, make me scared of commitment, so I'm still content when I
Sleep by myself, it's the way it's always been
Got a king size bed, with some monsters underneath
I don't even charge my phone before I sleep, no one texts
Got a weight on my chest, least it ain't no ones head
They hate I don't hate the way I am
We should just stay friends, I don't have too much of them
Past failed commitments, make me scared of commitment, so I'm still content
When I sleep by myself

Hats off to my last love, it's been years
Didn't get a hi once, now my hearts full of hay bails
You the last straw, know our last dance was a softball
Wherever you went, I hope you stay there
Your fault, that you gave up, should've stayed ten toes down
But the way I turned now, still prolly would've kicked you out
Guess I'm glad you not around, cause we would've been a long shot
Said you needed space, started talking to the moon,
Then before I knew it I was falling off with you
Leaving you behind is like the start of something new
went from wishing on a star, for as long as it would shoot to
I ain't felt a thing in years I might be aromantic
Just know that I have no desire here to meet your standards
I know marriage wasn't made for me to pander, so to answer
I'm used to being alone, so you can't make me scared to
Sleep by myself, it's the way it's always been
Got a king size bed, with some monsters underneath
I don't even charge my phone before I sleep, no one texts
Got a weight on my chest, least it ain't no ones head
They hate I don't hate the way I am
We should just stay friends, I don't have too much of them
Past failed commitments, make me scared of commitment, so I'm still content when I
Sleep by myself, it's the way it's always been
Got a king size bed, with some monsters underneath
I don't even charge my phone before I sleep, no one texts
Got a weight on my chest, least it ain't no ones head
They hate I don't hate the way I am
We should just stay friends, I don't have too much of them
Past failed commitments, make me scared of commitment, so I'm still content when I
Feel like all I have is my mental health
I don't got too much to gain if I lose myself
If I can smell the rain, tell me why then I should wait
Till the water hits the well, swear I'm dying on this hill
Cage me in, inside a chain link fence
Because more than friends, just means more than stress
This is all I've had, don't think there's much I've missed
This is all I've been, so I'm still content
When I hear that I'm just different for the demons I befriended
They don't leave me what's the difference, from a ring that's full of minerals
And boulders on my shoulder that I'm digging up
And cuffing make me feel like I'm a criminal, no wisdom
And I'd rather keep my innocence
And a love notes only good in theory
The instant that you try to see me, I'll be fleeing
Wishing that the clock would tick back before you meet me
Saving all my tears to get you back for being greedy
And I'm happy never risking getting hurt again
Never gonna let them leave a mark that isn't permanent
Set for an eternity alone the day they bury me
So I don't need someone to breach the surface with
'Cause I ain't felt a thing in years I might be aromantic
Just know that I have no desire here to meet your standards
I know marriage wasn't made for me to pander, so to answer
I'm used to being alone, so you can't make me scared to
Sleep by myself, it's the way it's always been
Got a king size bed, with some monsters underneath
I don't even charge my phone before I sleep, no one texts
Got a weight on my chest, least it ain't no ones head
They hate I don't hate the way I am
We should just stay friends, I don't have too much of them
Past failed commitments, make me scared of commitment, so I'm still content when I
Sleep by myself, it's the way it's always been
Got a king size bed, with some monsters underneath
I don't even charge my phone before I sleep, no one texts
Got a weight on my chest, least it ain't no ones head
They hate I don't hate the way I am
We should just stay friends, I don't have too much of them
Past failed commitments, make me scared of commitment, so I'm still content
When I sleep by myself