Numb$kull - Alice Lyrics

Can someone please tell me if this is really happening once my foot hits the grave the Memories will be burning Searching for the attention that nobody is giving this bitter Taste is all I've got you'll never be forgiven
Far away take me far away the first time I felt in Alice took my breath away
I grew older and the madness took over my fucking brain he smiled at me and said only A few find the way
All I see is myself dying for nothing all I see is myself surviving for nothing
Sometimes my mind will snap and I'll lose sight of what's real or not
I try my very best to avoid it and keep my fucking head up
Even though my neck is already inside of a fucking knot
These people think they will get to me but I think the fuck not
Fake motherfuckers like you are the reason I'll forever burn all of my bridges
Fuck my shrink told me I'm sorry there's no way I could ever help you fix this
Far away take me far away the first time I felt in Alice took my breath away
I grew older and the madness took over my fucking brain he smiled at me and said only A few find the way
All I see is everyone dying for nothing all I see is everyone surviving for nothing