Novakaine - Anxiety Lyrics

Imagine your body just filled with pressure
The tether it kinda sever the pressure get hard to measure
Your body just want to move your comments get hard to censure
Everything is a stressor and nothing will make it better
The weather be always shitty no matter what color sky
Heart pound moment you wake up imagine not knowing why
On a fucking roller coaster as soon as you open eyes
Kinda shit make your mind want to contemplate suicide
My girl tell me to breathe
Im scared that she gonna leave
Sometimes even to me
this shit is hard to believe
I mean its killin me the thought that shit will vanish
Imagine it like it happened
The panic it get to mappin
My stomach it get to cramping
Its manic i get to snapping
Im speeding becoming maddened
When searching for satisfaction the music it bring me calm
It sounded off an alarm
Put that energy in lyrics so people can carry on

Couple years into sobriety
Mind be trying me Im battling anxiety
Already had me now its time to leave
Im tired of xanys time let me be
Time to grow bitch you gotta go
Couldnt see it than now
Already had me now its time to leave
Im tired of xanays time to let me be

Gave up and decided to see a shrink
In hopes she'll clear the clutter and really just help me think
See i got ibs anxiety make it kick
Im praying she got the magic that finally do the trick
I tried it all and everything lead to nothing
Pressure of fight or flight it really get hard to stomach
Everyday the Morale in my spirit begin to plummet
Controlled by emotions becoming a fucking puppet
She paused asked if i been through suttin traumatic
I said 9/11 did damage its hard to manage
Every year that day i swear i could smell the ashes
Visions of people jumping im hoping they stick the landing
Told me she got a pill she really think it could help
I took it and got addicted i really feared for my health
I quit it and the withdrawls are making me feel like death
Anxiety like a leach thats draining me till im dead

Couple years into sobriety
Mind be trying me Im battling anxiety
Already had me now its time to leave
Im tired of xanys time let me be
Time to grow bitch you gotta go
Couldnt see it than now
Already had me now its time to leave
Im tired of xanays time to let me be