Nova, Tachii - i dont wanna mess up Lyrics

I know I go
Too far out my head
Where'd I start
Where'd I end up
Our time just spent up
I don't wanna mess up
When you're not here im stressed up
You give me the best luck

I know I let it
I know I let it get to me
I should just go numb
And go dumb
Running up the cheese
I'm never going home
I'm so lucky that I get to leave
Now they got what they want
They think this life just got the best of me
Up late
This shit just another day
This some shit, don't wanna say
Sleep with demons in my face
Creepy sneaking out the grave
Gotta spend it all dont save it
Always makes them go away
You sound like my throwaways
Im about to go up easy
Make them think they know I'm paid
I'm not buying no Lamborghini
I just bought my mom a place
I just got a brand new safe
Lil 20 piece I put away
You ask about me
My name hold weight
I'm good I'm green
I never play
Jumping out the screen
I'm never going back again
Shit not what it seems
I don't wanna talk be friends
I dont know it all depends
Never stop it never end

Never stopping, never ending
Keep it real there's no pretending
Yes I mean it if I said it
Yes i'm counting cheese
I know they really wanna try and get the best of me
I'm steady praying, lord please forgive all my enemies
I swear (I swear) I really tried to make them all see
The vision, I always knew I was the missing piece
Now they listen, it took me a while just to believe
It is what it is but never ever what it seems
I've been on a journey tryna seek for what i need
Had to go my separate way they're wishing me godspeed
I wish it didn't have to be this way
Everything around me changing but i know i'll be okay