$NOT - "Life" Lyrics

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I don't wanna talk to nobody 'cause I don't feel fine
I just wanna chill by myself 'cause I'm not okay
You can feel the pain in my heart, bro
Cryin' in the bed like tonight
People asking me if they can come ride aside
I don't wanna die tonight
If you fuck with me, you might die tonight
Come up in this bitch, cause a homicide
So get inside

Man, I hate this life, I can't live this shit
No bad bitch overseas when I'm out into the black mist
Yeah, money brings me happiness but I'm still sad as shit
And I don't know what it feel but I don't think I could exist
In a world full of hate mixed with all of loneliness
So point that gun to my head, and watch my soul leave the skin
And people askin' me if I'm okay, doin' fine
I'm okay with dyin' in the field than a peaceful place
What I mean I don't even see my self optimistic in a dream
Baby girl, this is not paradise, it's just not what it seems
Okay, okay, I get it, you can't see what I just seen
Baby girl, I need to lean but not the one inside a cup
Double up with the styrofoam, bitch, stop callin' up my phone
I might have to do right, but I'ma end up doin' wrong
Okay, there's six million ways to die, choose one
And I don't think livin' on this earth is one of 'em, ayy

I don't wanna talk to nobody 'cause I don't feel fine
I just wanna chill by myself 'cause I'm not okay
You can feel the pain in my heart, bro
Cryin' in the bed like tonight
People asking me if they can come ride aside
I don't wanna die tonight
If you fuck with me, you might die tonight
Come up in this bitch, cause a homicide
So get inside