Nomrah - Drowning Lyrics

Lately my thoughts have been taking me over
Father forgive me for sayin' I'm over
The pain and struggle that plagued me for so much
Time that I coulda spent not getting older but
(Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh)
I guess time ticks on
Forget about me as the lights switch off (Flick)
Feelin' so right but movin' so wrong
Feelin' so weak but I'm actin' strong
For you, 'cause I can't disappoint
So well rounded that I can't make a point
So damn loud up in my brain, hear the noise (Hear that?)
I couldn't hear you (Nope)
Probably 'cause I'm nowhere near you (I'm gone)
I'm locked up inside of my mind but it's fine
Imma try to swim but I really feel like
I'm drowning
Drowning slowly
Floating, lonely
Feeling hopeless
Drowning in emotions
Drowning slowly
Floating, lonely
Feeling hopeless
Drowning in emotions
Feeling insane yet too normal
I'mma sleep through the day until I'm nocturnal
I'mma keep all this pain 'til my heart's purple
'Cause letting it out makes it hurt more so
Tell me a fact that I don't believe
Leave the keys and the mat by the door when you leave (It's locked)
Tell me the truth when it's fantasy
Then tell me a lie just to plant the seed
I'm tired (Tired), too awake (Too awake)
I'm cold (Cold), I'm the flame (I'm the flame)
I'm silent (Shh), what'd I say? (Huh)
That knowing of dreams makes it worse to be awake
I said it (I said it)
Take that to the bank and debt it (And debt it)
And while my depression cripples me
You'll see these puddles are rippling me
I'm drowning
Drowning slowly
Floating, lonely
Feeling hopeless
Drowning in emotions
Drowning slowly
Floating, lonely
Feeling hopeless
Drowning in emotions
Tell me what's my purpose? (Purpose)
Tell me what's my reason? (Reason)
Tell me why I'm warm on the surface
When actually I'm freezing? (Brr)
I'm tired of fighting these demons constant
I'm tired of lighting up weed to stop it
I'm tired of thinking I'm working it out
Until I see none of my grief is stoppin'
I'm sick (Sick), I need a medic (Need a medic)
I'm split (Split), I'm assembling (I'm assembling)
It's a trick (Trick), I'm a menace (I'm a menace)
Would you give me a sentence?
Or something to say when I feel so low?
When the deep black water impedes my throat
When I'm gasping for air, and I breathe and choke
That you feel my pain when you read this note
I'm drowning
Drowning slowly
Floating, lonely
Feeling hopeless
Drowning in emotions
Drowning slowly
Floating, lonely
Feeling hopeless
Drowning in emotions

Lately my thoughts have been taking me over
Father forgive me for sayin' I'm over
The pain and struggle that plagued me for so much
Time that I coulda spent not getting older but
(Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh)
I guess time ticks on
Forget about me as the lights switch off (Flick)
Feelin' so right but movin' so wrong
Feelin' so weak but I'm actin' strong
For you, 'cause I can't disappoint
So well rounded that I can't make a point
So damn loud up in my brain, hear the noise (Hear that?)
I couldn't hear you (Nope)
Probably 'cause I'm nowhere near you (I'm gone)
I'm locked up inside of my mind but it's fine
Imma try to swim but I really feel like
I'm drowning
Drowning slowly
Floating, lonely
Feeling hopeless
Drowning in emotions
Drowning slowly
Floating, lonely
Feeling hopeless
Drowning in emotions
Feeling insane yet too normal
I'mma sleep through the day until I'm nocturnal
I'mma keep all this pain 'til my heart's purple
'Cause letting it out makes it hurt more so
Tell me a fact that I don't believe
Leave the keys and the mat by the door when you leave (It's locked)
Tell me the truth when it's fantasy
Then tell me a lie just to plant the seed
I'm tired (Tired), too awake (Too awake)
I'm cold (Cold), I'm the flame (I'm the flame)
I'm silent (Shh), what'd I say? (Huh)
That knowing of dreams makes it worse to be awake
I said it (I said it)
Take that to the bank and debt it (And debt it)
And while my depression cripples me
You'll see these puddles are rippling me
I'm drowning
Drowning slowly
Floating, lonely
Feeling hopeless
Drowning in emotions
Drowning slowly
Floating, lonely
Feeling hopeless
Drowning in emotions
Tell me what's my purpose? (Purpose)
Tell me what's my reason? (Reason)
Tell me why I'm warm on the surface
When actually I'm freezing? (Brr)
I'm tired of fighting these demons constant
I'm tired of lighting up weed to stop it
I'm tired of thinking I'm working it out
Until I see none of my grief is stoppin'
I'm sick (Sick), I need a medic (Need a medic)
I'm split (Split), I'm assembling (I'm assembling)
It's a trick (Trick), I'm a menace (I'm a menace)
Would you give me a sentence?
Or something to say when I feel so low?
When the deep black water impedes my throat
When I'm gasping for air, and I breathe and choke
That you feel my pain when you read this note
I'm drowning
Drowning slowly
Floating, lonely
Feeling hopeless
Drowning in emotions
Drowning slowly
Floating, lonely
Feeling hopeless
Drowning in emotions