Noa James, Jade Winter White, Sondria Writes - Forgiveness Lyrics

I am in awe of flowers
Not because of their color
But because even though
They have dirt in their roots
They still grow, They Still Bloom

I've been pick on, hit on, spit on
Broken down abuse mentally
I was a broken child
No ones hearing me
Big black angry 
Everyone fearing me
The invisible boy
I was young & helpless
I was numb & reckless
Ate self hate for breakfast
Momma choose men over me
That was beating her
I must be the worse
I must be a curse 
Blessing to merciful
Didn't take it personal 
Mother i forgive you
My pain made me versatile 
My movement forward and vertical 
Every hurdle had a purpose 
Self love is surgical 
The devil he will never win
I put his brains on a wall 
Make it look like peppermint 
My good news is the dirty truth
The seeds i planted gave me sturdy roots 

Momma I forgive You
Know your is a victim
Just Like Me
Now you got some issues
Pick your poison
Now you gotta
Now you gotta
Now you gotta leave

Mr majestic, mountain mova
Sir manifest, majin Buddah
My energy is hallelujah
I am Supa
My love Is a shotgun gun
Size of barracuda
Shells of inspiration all through y'all
I maneuver, like 80 orca through bermuda
Don't ask who's us
We are Pilar's
Watch us build up
Venues fill up
Money pile up
Generations on the come up
I tell them Fuck Fear
Catch its fade
Give you love
Give you rage
Shine your light
Give you game
Show your heart, show your pain
Show the dark and how you overcame
I have family that attack my vision 
Like thanos henchman 
Doing what I love is not bad decision 
Tomorrow not promise and not giving
I'm out here really truly livin'

Momma I forgive You
Know your is a victim
Just Like Me
Now you got some issues
Pick your poison
Now you gotta
Now you gotta
Now you gotta leave