Nick Kingswell - So Badly It Hurts Lyrics

I talk a lot about
Getting out of this place someday
Find a little space where I can breathe
'Cos here everyone everywhere I go
Thinks they know
Everything there is to know about me

Never knew that it could feel this lonely
When everybody knows your name
If they've already got their minds made up
They'll never hear me say

I wanna be no one so badly it hurts
I wanna be somewhere that I can't recognise myself
I wanna blend right in
Shed my skin
And start again
Told me I can be anything that I want
Well I wanna be no one so badly it hurts

I spent a lifetime keeping my head low
Now I know
That it's kinda' hard to disappear
In the same place where my young heart broke
It was no joke
Felt like everyone was watching me
But they couldn't see

I wanna be no one so badly it hurts
I wanna be somewhere that I can't recognise myself
I wanna blend right in
Shed my skin
And start again
Told me I can be anything I want
Well I wanna be no one so badly

I lost sight of the horizon
Forgot to the leave the light on
And I can't find the edge

Felt low for no good reason
Well maybe it's the season
Playing with my head

Turning circles with precision
I'm the king of indecision
But I know myself
So very well

I wanna be no one so badly it hurts
I wanna be somewhere that I can't recognise myself
I wanna blend right in
Shed my skin
And start again
Told me I can be anything I want

I wanna be no one so badly it hurts
I wanna be somewhere that I can't recognise myself
I wanna blend right in
Shed my skin
And start again
Told me I can be anything I want
Well I wanna be no one so badly it hurts