Nic .95 - So Good Lyrics

I ain't nothing but a sinner
Always picked last, said I never was a winner
Momma was the first one show me how to be a giver
Gave me me up for good time daddy was a quitter
Counted out by the world before even entered
Auntie Shelia told me I was born a little different
Little outcast skinny like Ethiopians in winter
Peanut butter couldn't hold it down and never finished dinner
This is all that know, choking on umbilical
Colic and a dairy allergy wonder why I was born at all
Why You made me with these flaws
You knew what all this would cause
Check the writing on the wall from Your high horse, sitting in Your sky box
Then I was taught that Jesus never writes you off, look at my heart
Gave me new life every day I fight hard
Everyday I go raw, God

I don't wanna lose what I got but I can't stop
I don't wanna lose what I got but I can't stop
I don't wanna lose what I got but I can't stop
You been so good to me

One day I'ma get mine no lie, I'ma start a fire in the middle of my life
I'ma be rapper boy until the day I die
They can't ignore me when I'm rocking pieces before I'm 35
Think I might retire by the age of 39
Just a couple records so my kids know how to thrive
Back when I was chasing after fairy tales of pride
Back before my songs was flowing living waters like the Nile
I was just a baby going crazy in the womb
And my Father saved me know there's plenty hope for you
I was busy trying play Jerome with a microphone
Granny sitting up at home wondering if I'll be Trayvon
Scared to turn the news on but won't drive to your son
I'm not bitter I'm better, thanks to every letter John wrote put my spirit on a new level
Hope we end up praying together, I'ma praise Him forever

I don't wanna lose what I got but I can't stop
I don't wanna lose what I got but I can't stop
I don't wanna lose what I got but I can't stop
You been so good to me