Nic .95 - Remembrance Lyrics

Mhmm
Mhm, mhm, mhm
Mhmm
Asking Lord why do I get mercy
I would wanna hurt me after all the people that I left hurting
I would exercise my right to desert me after twelve burpees
Can you please reverse me
Back before my doubt, back before my fears
I might drown in the river that formed from the clouds
In my eyes that formed form the tears when they knocked me down
Said eat dirt while they held my mouth
How am I supposed to
Pray for the man that used to get drunk and smack my mom
Then took off when I made it out
My sister bout to have a baby and I lost my daughter not even two years ago
How that pan out
I'm not questioning your plan
I'm just saying I'm a man, I Am
And I'm over here stressing out
I don't hold the weight of the world in my hands
At a glance, I feel like I'm reckless now
What is this about
If I gave you the world, you'd prolly drop the ball
If you gave me the world, I bet I lost it all
If I gave you the world, you wouldn't hold the tone
So don't give me the world, can't pay the cost at all
He fed 5,000 and we can't control the public housing
I'm trying keep Johnny off the ledge
Danielle off the meds cuz nothing uplifting round them
Know this ain't worth much
But your parents do suck if they never been the one tryna keep you grounded
Tap your feet and your heart to the beat
Pray the steps of the sheep
Find His glory and stay round Him
That's my Father for real
Santana, tu sabe the deal
I will not chill, no not until
My Jesus come back down again like He promised
It's through Him I live
Mhmm
Mhm, mhm, mhm
Mhmm
Got this weight up on my shoulders, feel like boulders
Gotta believe in myself
Yahweh make me bolder
I know I can hardly focus, on my low end
Theories got me still exploding, when I should be rejoicing
The powers that be cannot command me
My God in the temple and out in these streets
Protecting these kids, watch over my team
I'm running full speed til my engines take heat and my tank is on E
This is me still making war with the beast
Sometimes you gotta throw seats when you fighting for peace
Hippies don't know what I mean
All of your knees bowing down at His feet
Jesus is King
(Wrap it up, wrap it up)
Jungles and journeys no losing for we
They still drown in darkness but light is all I need
What you really think about the people on the bottom?
You think the Lord staying with em
Or you think He forgot em?
Promise Father knows, Father sees
Promise Father coming, Tel Aviv
Promise God is my therapy
I suggest you eat your can of peas
Cause you gone need to fight this canopy
Guide my steps like boots still overseas
All this pain been covered over me
Extend the life but take out more of me
Lift me out the sand and out the streets
Mhmm
Mhm, mhm, mhm
Mhmm
For the ones not coming home, and for the ones still trying (Mhmm)
We thank you (Mhm)
We love you
Mhmm

Mhmm
Mhm, mhm, mhm
Mhmm
Asking Lord why do I get mercy
I would wanna hurt me after all the people that I left hurting
I would exercise my right to desert me after twelve burpees
Can you please reverse me
Back before my doubt, back before my fears
I might drown in the river that formed from the clouds
In my eyes that formed form the tears when they knocked me down
Said eat dirt while they held my mouth
How am I supposed to
Pray for the man that used to get drunk and smack my mom
Then took off when I made it out
My sister bout to have a baby and I lost my daughter not even two years ago
How that pan out
I'm not questioning your plan
I'm just saying I'm a man, I Am
And I'm over here stressing out
I don't hold the weight of the world in my hands
At a glance, I feel like I'm reckless now
What is this about
If I gave you the world, you'd prolly drop the ball
If you gave me the world, I bet I lost it all
If I gave you the world, you wouldn't hold the tone
So don't give me the world, can't pay the cost at all
He fed 5,000 and we can't control the public housing
I'm trying keep Johnny off the ledge
Danielle off the meds cuz nothing uplifting round them
Know this ain't worth much
But your parents do suck if they never been the one tryna keep you grounded
Tap your feet and your heart to the beat
Pray the steps of the sheep
Find His glory and stay round Him
That's my Father for real
Santana, tu sabe the deal
I will not chill, no not until
My Jesus come back down again like He promised
It's through Him I live
Mhmm
Mhm, mhm, mhm
Mhmm
Got this weight up on my shoulders, feel like boulders
Gotta believe in myself
Yahweh make me bolder
I know I can hardly focus, on my low end
Theories got me still exploding, when I should be rejoicing
The powers that be cannot command me
My God in the temple and out in these streets
Protecting these kids, watch over my team
I'm running full speed til my engines take heat and my tank is on E
This is me still making war with the beast
Sometimes you gotta throw seats when you fighting for peace
Hippies don't know what I mean
All of your knees bowing down at His feet
Jesus is King
(Wrap it up, wrap it up)
Jungles and journeys no losing for we
They still drown in darkness but light is all I need
What you really think about the people on the bottom?
You think the Lord staying with em
Or you think He forgot em?
Promise Father knows, Father sees
Promise Father coming, Tel Aviv
Promise God is my therapy
I suggest you eat your can of peas
Cause you gone need to fight this canopy
Guide my steps like boots still overseas
All this pain been covered over me
Extend the life but take out more of me
Lift me out the sand and out the streets
Mhmm
Mhm, mhm, mhm
Mhmm
For the ones not coming home, and for the ones still trying (Mhmm)
We thank you (Mhm)
We love you
Mhmm