Nevertel - know my loneliness Lyrics

I hold this inside
I'm scared that I might just suffer alone until I die
I'm far from the light; there's no one in sight
And I don't know how to feel right

How did I get like this?
I'm a failure to coexist lately
Nobody knows me best like know my lonely, know my loneliness

I'm severing ties and I don't know why
I'm watching the days roll into nights
It's never the time, I guess that it's fine
I'm stuck in a fragile state of mind
There's never a reason, it might be the season
I'm caught in a feeling I can't shake now
It's not any secret, I struggle to speak up
I think I might erupt, someone save me

How did I get like this?
I'm a failure to coexist lately
Nobody knows me best like know my lonely, know my loneliness

I was waiting on the right time to be honest and talk about everything but then
Someone told me there's no right time; just now
This is all I've got, give it one more shot
Now I know next time things fall apart
This is all I've got, give it one more shot
If I mess things up, I'll just restart

How did I get like this?
I'm a failure to coexist lately
Nobody knows me best like know my lonely, know my loneliness