Neo Pitso - My G.O.D (Interlude) Lyrics

Father forgive my sinning, don't let it get my children
Please give me time to make it up before I get to heaven
Wait, will I get to heaven? I think I need a reverend
To undergo repentance and free me from resentment
I hope that I'm forgiven, for breaking the hearts of women
All through my non-commitment, I need some soul cleansing
Please don't punish my daughter, for the sins of her father
And all the things I oughta done but lack the moral order
I know some people honour, my art and my whole persona
Sometimes I wonder, why they even bother
But that's the devil speaking, emotions forever peaking
My hardest life lesson, was dealing with depression
Went from a daily sorrow, now success is my motto
I used to hit the bottle, life on a downward spiral
Hard to imagine that I contemplated suicide
Beyond darker days, you'll see bluer skies
I'll take you back a minute 2 0 1 3, in a skyscraper in the CBD
I was drinking a little, you know henny and all
Suicidal thoughts from the twentieth floor
I took a deep breath, opened the window
Beautiful death, I'm creating a mural
My final work of art, before I depart
There is no other way I just wanted the pain to stop
In the very moment I received a message
Call it what you want I'm calling it a blessing
Said "on my darkest days, I think of you
And ask myself what would Neo do?"
And as I read I bowed my head
And took a step from the window ledge
I caught my breath and as I wept
I vowed to set my Goals over Death
Thank God I never lept, but bowed my head
And took a step from the window ledge
I caught my breath with no regrets
And vowed to set my Goals over Death

Father forgive my sinning, don't let it get my children
Please give me time to make it up before I get to heaven
Wait, will I get to heaven? I think I need a reverend
To undergo repentance and free me from resentment
I hope that I'm forgiven, for breaking the hearts of women
All through my non-commitment, I need some soul cleansing
Please don't punish my daughter, for the sins of her father
And all the things I oughta done but lack the moral order
I know some people honour, my art and my whole persona
Sometimes I wonder, why they even bother
But that's the devil speaking, emotions forever peaking
My hardest life lesson, was dealing with depression
Went from a daily sorrow, now success is my motto
I used to hit the bottle, life on a downward spiral
Hard to imagine that I contemplated suicide
Beyond darker days, you'll see bluer skies
I'll take you back a minute 2 0 1 3, in a skyscraper in the CBD
I was drinking a little, you know henny and all
Suicidal thoughts from the twentieth floor
I took a deep breath, opened the window
Beautiful death, I'm creating a mural
My final work of art, before I depart
There is no other way I just wanted the pain to stop
In the very moment I received a message
Call it what you want I'm calling it a blessing
Said "on my darkest days, I think of you
And ask myself what would Neo do?"
And as I read I bowed my head
And took a step from the window ledge
I caught my breath and as I wept
I vowed to set my Goals over Death
Thank God I never lept, but bowed my head
And took a step from the window ledge
I caught my breath with no regrets
And vowed to set my Goals over Death