Neo Pitso - Letter to the World Lyrics

Since 89 I just wanted to be the best
So I studied the greats, sorta like it's a test
And I knew all they rhymes from last album to first
Every syllable every chorus and every verse
And I knew it, ever since this is my calling
So early mornings and late nights I put my all in
So determined to make an impact
But here I sit with a bottle of vodka and some zigzags
My good friend jeopardized our shit all for a groupie
Then probably went and fucked the chick is this a movie?
Nuh this is a story that's narrated by the liquor
As seen through the eyes of the man in the mirror
Motivated on the out inside it's all bitter
Man feeling like such a quitter
I walk with God got seduced by satan
And gave in, then my world caved in

Caught up between the lies, the hurt, the hate the false hope
Is there a heaven for me, uh I don't know
But I just want you to know I can't take it no more no more
This is my letter to the world
Ey Yo I the hate the false hope
Is there a heaven for me, uh I don't know
But I just want you to know I can't take it no more no more
This is my letter to the world

So I'm tired of all this bullshit
Tired of getting snaked by people I went to school with
Tired of people telling me that I ain't been to church enough times
In a row to be considered a real Christian
Tired of not having enough dollars for me to spend
And tired of having to watch my own back around my friends
Tired of fighting my brother, and arguing with my mother
And tired of giving a shit to some people I'd really rather not
Tired of putting 100% and still failing
Fuck this I'm tired of life I'm fucken bailing
We all got a story to tell this here was mine
There's more to what you hear in a song it's in the rhymes
I'm done with the noose now I'm bidding you bye
Whoever said there's more to this life told a lie
I'm done with the noose now I'm bidding you bye
Whoever said there's more to this life told a lie

It's just lies, the hurt, the hate the false hope
Is there a heaven for me, uh I don't know
But I just want you to know I can't take it no more no more
This is my letter to the world
Ey Yo I hate the false hope
Is there a heaven for me, uh I don't know
But I just want you to know I can't take it no more no more
This is my letter to the world