NehruvianDOOM - So Alone Lyrics

They calling me the newest teen prodigy now
Sixteen with big dreams
The world's finally found
The Knights gotta be crowned
Still I frown because I'm drowning in stress
The amount I've allowed to devour my chest
It's just off the meter and
Leave a Batista diva
They see a kid eager and swear
That he's not a leader and I need a reliever
My mind's going through cyclones
When others mind-blown like minds
In fight zones
He might go psycho trying to top Michael
But I know my rhymes pyro and won't spiral
Unless it's vinyl, still it
Feels like a curse, it hurts
To know a verse could lead to me in a hearse
Hate's first
They'd rather see me fail than succeed
That's why I'm alone, on my own with no team
Don't need no green though I
Got some to spend
In the end, all I really need is a friend

I'm so, so alone (so, so alone)
It's just me by myself (I'm so, so alone)
It's just me by myself (I'm so, so alone)
I said I'm so, so alone (so, so alone)
I'm so, so alone (so, so alone)

Wish I could find someone who
Cares just a little bit
Enough of being home and alone
I've grown sick of it
Thinking different so nobody wanted
To stick with him
And chances getting slim because money
Finally made it in
And I can't pretend like I
Don't hope for friends
But I hold my goals and others hold they tens
Whether gats, crack or weed
It can't be me to bleed i got a mother
A sister and future seeds to feed
Believe that I'ma get it done
I'm pleading to see some fun
Not even on the run and still
I'm home thinking in the sun
In need of some one or thing to bring me up
I'm stuck, yup
I wanna film stuff but get tough lucks
Cause there's no cast, just me (just me)
Always just me (just me)
I know what I could be but what's
The use of being the king
When we die anyway and we could die any day

I'm so, so alone (so, so alone)
It's just me by myself (I'm so, so alone)
It's just me by myself (I'm so, so alone)
I said I'm so, so alone (so, so alone)
I'm so, so alone (so, so alone)