MoThoro - Addiction Lyrics

Aye
I said I'm battling addiction, I ain't talking 'bout weed or prescriptions
At least that's what it's turned into shit I need it I'm itching
Use this device I'm typing on as a means for existence
I'm full of life on the gram but when you see me I'm distant
And I don't know how to spell
Shit every generation after me is even worst how we 'boutta excel
When I got auto correct on my laptop and my cell
Social media only time I come out of my shell
These caged thoughts make me feel like my mind is my jail
I let em free on the net now I'm out of my cell
I like my alter ego more than I like in myself
Social media give me life more than life in itself
Man I'm quiet as hell
But I'm on Twitter day and night tweeting shit if I wasn't me then i probably couldn't tell
I'm in my bag concealed u niggas probably go stale
Seeking validation from follower count and favorites

What's your addiction
I've been inflicted
What's your addiction
What's your addiction
Addiction

I said I'm battling addiction, I ain't talking 'bout weed or prescriptions
At least that's what it's turned into shit I need it I'm itching
Shit I need sex with different women every weekend
They be calling me creep and getting mad 'cause I'm pretty persistent
I need my nut by any means you wouldn't understand me
Back in the day when I felt like this I would use my hand and
I know it stems from being exposed to sex too early
I was only 10 years old when I start fucking on my older nanny
She used grind on me at night when we was home alone
I'd feel the blood rushing but I ain't know what's going on
And ever since I prey on women 'cause it feel amazing
And if she don't give it up to me then I fear I'll take it
I'm down the rabbit hole there ain't no real escape for me
I question God and wonder why he set this fate for me
I try to stop and settle down but it won't help
Can't control my urge and thoughts from my head below the belt

What's your addiction
I've been inflicted
What's your addiction
What's your addiction
Addiction

I just wanted to shed light on the detriments of addiction
Not necessarily in my perspective but the perspective of other young people in this social climate
You know 'casue often times we think addiction
We think of hard drugs and other extreme circumstances
When in reality most our young men and women are struggling with addiction on their day to day activities
Addiction is everywhere
And too much of anything a hurt you
So the key is moderation