moonrxks., Proficient Prophet - Paranoid Lyrics

Yea
Feels like my life is at a traffic light
Or maybe that's a gaslight And I'm slowly going 95
Tryna dodge traffic Just to cause a suicide cause I just hit a car
And I don't even think I have a ride
Yeah
So tell me what's the point of life
If all I ever do is die Inside my own battles?
And Rapping bout bitches only brought me more bitches
That's two for one stone And rock bottom got gravel
Well maybe I'm an asshole
Cause my confidence got Me calling myself conceited
And no matter how I see it, I'll never believe in me
And try to call myself the shit Till I have a reason to be it
But that's just how the story goes
That bitch wanted me to change until she threw out all my clothes so
I'll be sitting sleeping On someone she probably knows and
Rolling till I crash. And my body turning cold well
How much to light my soul?
Cause I can't afford to spend mine no more, no
I don't even know what I need
How can I fuck with y'all if i don't even fuck with me? Yeah
Well I must've lost my soul
Cause I can't afford to spend mine no more no
The sun ain't shining on me
So until I get clouds this rain going bleed well
"What's it like to be paranoid?"
Its believing something on the other side of that empty void
When you're the only monster in the hallway, you still hear a voice
That somebody's there
And they want you destroyed
Maybe I made some enemies
Building up this legacy,
Made it a tendency to make clowns cry off their Maybelline
But here's my remedy Uh
That'll set you free Uh
Uh-Uh
Uh-Uh
That'll set you free Uh
I've learned to give no fucks about people and their problems
I could tell you from dusk till dawn about some toxins
Yesterday I tried to slow burn and memories got to haunting
It ain't common, me and Rxks fucked up kids with high trauma
Watching my every move feel like they all around me
What am I supposed to do when demons get to surrounding
Looking at me like food prisoner to my heart
You come at me like Judas I lose it, send you to talk to God
How much to light my soul?
Cause I can't afford to spend mine no more, no
I don't even know what I need
How can I fuck with y'all if i don't even fuck with me? Yeah
Well I must've lost my soul
Cause I can't afford to spend mine no more no
The sun ain't shining on me
So until I get clouds this rain going bleed well

Yea
Feels like my life is at a traffic light
Or maybe that's a gaslight And I'm slowly going 95
Tryna dodge traffic Just to cause a suicide cause I just hit a car
And I don't even think I have a ride
Yeah
So tell me what's the point of life
If all I ever do is die Inside my own battles?
And Rapping bout bitches only brought me more bitches
That's two for one stone And rock bottom got gravel
Well maybe I'm an asshole
Cause my confidence got Me calling myself conceited
And no matter how I see it, I'll never believe in me
And try to call myself the shit Till I have a reason to be it
But that's just how the story goes
That bitch wanted me to change until she threw out all my clothes so
I'll be sitting sleeping On someone she probably knows and
Rolling till I crash. And my body turning cold well
How much to light my soul?
Cause I can't afford to spend mine no more, no
I don't even know what I need
How can I fuck with y'all if i don't even fuck with me? Yeah
Well I must've lost my soul
Cause I can't afford to spend mine no more no
The sun ain't shining on me
So until I get clouds this rain going bleed well
"What's it like to be paranoid?"
Its believing something on the other side of that empty void
When you're the only monster in the hallway, you still hear a voice
That somebody's there
And they want you destroyed
Maybe I made some enemies
Building up this legacy,
Made it a tendency to make clowns cry off their Maybelline
But here's my remedy Uh
That'll set you free Uh
Uh-Uh
Uh-Uh
That'll set you free Uh
I've learned to give no fucks about people and their problems
I could tell you from dusk till dawn about some toxins
Yesterday I tried to slow burn and memories got to haunting
It ain't common, me and Rxks fucked up kids with high trauma
Watching my every move feel like they all around me
What am I supposed to do when demons get to surrounding
Looking at me like food prisoner to my heart
You come at me like Judas I lose it, send you to talk to God
How much to light my soul?
Cause I can't afford to spend mine no more, no
I don't even know what I need
How can I fuck with y'all if i don't even fuck with me? Yeah
Well I must've lost my soul
Cause I can't afford to spend mine no more no
The sun ain't shining on me
So until I get clouds this rain going bleed well