Monashee - The Carraway Story Lyrics

I feel there's something left unsaid
between me and you, between me and you
our time has fallen into a grave
I tried heading off the track but no one comes
around my ways.
Sit back, sip that, I bet I can explain (kiss away)
I've been around for loops, hoping to find you.
we'll come around someway

I find no purpose, there's no way out
to break the cycle and let the river run dry
I can do what I want if I want to
will I swim against the tide?
I don't have the time or leisure
we could be in bloom
but it's a luxury we cannot afford
we create our own destinies
and so we become chameleons

Since darkness fed this home you gave us,
I'll be the one to turn you down

Down we go
These northern lights will make you smile
Drown, we float
We're hoping for a change
They'll cause the pain take you away with proof
and collide into your lies
(These northern lights will make you smile)
drown, we'll go
(We're hoping for a change)

Still trapped in this monotony
there may be will
but I'm not strong enough
I will rather not give up my disguise
what do I fear?
don't I want to move forward
we could be in bloom
but it's a luxury we cannot afford
we create our own destinies
and so we become chameleons

When the moment has faded to black,
and the reason above in your soul, goes down as whole.
Just survive, and somehow you'll still own a heart.
The bisons are calling to grow stronger.

It's so joyless, i stay plain
do I know what I want to gain?
All my life I stare dead ahead
and it's burned out but my heart it flares instead

Down we're sinking, death or glory and home
(My heart is burned out, my heart it flairs)
The ghost will be gone!
(please, tell me will I ever be free?)

Down we go
These northern lights will make you smile
Drown, we float
We're hoping for a change
They'll cause the pain take you away with proof
and collide into your lies
(These northern lights will make you smile)
drown, we'll go