Modern Baseball - Re-do Lyrics

I wanna start from the top, maybe like a do-over
Replace the voices in my head with blind innocence

I wanna complete re-do, maybe change my name
Report the losses grab the claim, it's a shame it's such a shame
We're pissing away our time 'cause we're pissing away these beers
No monumental moment ever came from saying
"Come on dude, just take one more shot"

Try to, try to forget, that your bones will dismantle
And the dreams you had, they'll collide with time
Your unrequited love for life will surely
Halt that I'm thinking way too much at night

Maybe I could just move away or go extinct like a triceratops
But I love loving, watching movies, sitting back and also breathing
My family and friends would be crushed, but is it enough?
(Oh no, it's not enough)
Oh, the future freaks me out, but I guess I could just
Curl up in a ball and think

Try to, try to forget, that your bones will dismantle
And the dreams you had, they'll collide with time
Your unrequited love for life will surely
Halt that I'm thinking way too much at night

Try to, try to forget (I won't be breaking any barriers)
That your bones will dismantle and the dreams you had (so I'll keep thinking the future)
They'll collide (future freaks me out)
With time, your unrequited love for life (I won't judge you if you think the same)
Will surely halt that (so let's keep thinking)
I'm thinking way too much at night (well the future, the future freaks us out)