Midas - Reign Lyrics

I've been tired I'm scared I'm running out of my inner fire
Writing this song while surrounded by my peers
In a school attire
My body's here
But my mind is else
Where
One of my fears is that nobody
Cares
Some claim they players
But they not
Want be the mf mayor
I can't stop until I got
The keys to the city
And a 50 karat watch
Tell em watch me
Want they eyes on me when my songs drop

I go hard
Nonstop
And hit unexpectedly like catastrophes
Writing on the pages with sweat & tears
It's a part of me
My rage, my quest, my fears and my love
They spreaded lyrically
Deeply rooted in my songs
Can I be acquitted from the things I did that were wrong?
Some people that's gone in my life
Did it make me strong?
I kept leaving my city some relationships broke unfortunately
And this fortune I seek
Is known to make most people lonely
But I've shown to want this shit bad
So when I'm feeling sad
I'm never really alone
I got the pen and pad
I've never trapped around the corner
My blocks never been hot
But me I'm hot as sauna
I embark like a foreigner in this game
Purging lames that roaming in my lane
Life's a bitch straight out the womb we already feeling pain
My wounds been stitched but I'll only start healing when I reign
This the shit that entertains
When the suns blocked by the rain

What do I do when the pain so strong?
Got so much to lose and I don't got long nigga
Only way I knew how to deal with this
Feeling like I'm not chosen to make em hits
But I won't sign to the devil no no that's a risk
I know if I get the crown all I'll feel is bliss
But I know they gonna know the name
I'll be sitting on the throne when I reign

What do I do when the pain so strong?
Got so much to lose and I don't got long nigga
Only way I knew how to deal with this
Feeling like I'm not chosen to make em hits
But I won't sign to the devil no no that's a risk
I know if I get the crown all I'll feel is bliss
But I know they gonna know the name
I'll be sitting on the throne when I reign

Time is passing by
My brothers we still looking
For some meaning
I wanna rise thats why I need new beginnings
See the devil smiling
What do angels do when caught sinning
Innocents resorting to bidding they lives to end up winning
In a sense breaking our code is just as painful as losing
It's intense i am a role model to my little cousins to my brother
So if Im doing wrong hope they won't be knowing
There's no way in
To go inside my mind less I'm spitting anthems I'm asking

What do I do when the pain so strong?
Got so much to lose and I don't got long nigga
Only way I knew how to deal with this
Feeling like I'm not chosen to make em hits
But I won't sign to the devil no no that's a risk
I know if I get the crown all I'll feel is bliss
But I know they gonna know the name
I'll be sitting on the throne when I reign

What do I do when the pain so strong?
Got so much to lose and I don't got long nigga
Only way I knew how to deal with this
Feeling like I'm not chosen to make em hits
But I won't sign to the devil no no that's a risk
I know if I get the crown all I'll feel is bliss
But I know they gonna know the name
I'll be sitting on the throne when I reign