Midas - Peace of mind Lyrics

Just watch how I come inside of the game
Without any protection
Fame brings pain
I've been told it's a good lesson
Never known to fold
When I'm facing rejection
Niggas blow then show
They can't grow then face recession
Me I wanna show
What pressure caused by failure
Sculpted in me
And I know
The future holds some pleasure
But my path is still unknown
Man everybody holds
The power to reach the throne
So I got to mine till a diamond records prone to happen
by my hands
I remember nights I spent
Spitting again again
I got to make it mine
Keep my composure those I treasure
Gone remember how I used to be a kid
Now I'm that nigga
Was chilling in the crib by myself
Felt like a Millennium
My addictions control me
I'm tired of depending on them
This rap shit is one of them
And it's dangerous to them
Spit some venom for the haters they be poisoned by my pen

Got to find my peace of mind
It comes with time
That's what they tell me
The sun ain't coming up
Tired of them sleeping on me
But I don't give two fucks
If I give up it'll haunt me
Need to be free
Ain't record a song in like four weeks
I'm writing all the time
Need to be signed
I'm on the grind
Tired of being kind
But need to keep it humble
This is my toughest climb
But I hustle and I hope I won't stumble

Aiming higher than the tallest towers
I put in the hours
Despite haters still being sour
I got quite an appetite so these rappers I devour
I can help but stay up at night
Work on my skills I can't cower
From what's in sight
Telling myself i hope everyone round me is alright
Cause I could lose them overnight
The thought of it makes me feel fright
But then
It makes proud
To say I'm aloud to love all of them
Yes my pen is my therapist
But I can't do without them you know
But the best I better be lyrically also with my flow
Turning eight it's new beginnings I'm feening for new findings I'm the founder
Of my dreams
And they can't take them from me
Everything ain't what it seems
But now I can see clearly
But I'm afraid to sink
Deep down the well
Knowing damn well
I can't think when I'm in hell
But the pen is my savior
I savor these moments
Can't test my demeanor
But the people still dormant