Michael Nuguid - Attached Lyrics

Yeah
Still I got my doubts and I wonder if I'll make it out
I wonder how to make these voices dial down
Even still I tend to find loose doubts in my pockets
Even when I thought that I lost it
They can go crazy like a moshpit yeah
I hate it how my OCD's tryna control my decisions
One thing that I know is that OCD fear and anxiety's never a lake you wanna fish in

Overthinking's only a destroyer for all the good things that God has gave
I think overthinkin' and me need some space and tell it to float away
Don't stay don't invite your friends when all they do is make me shake and
Got my mind racin'
Not forwards only backwards
Stop tryna take the positive and keep it captured
Then flip everything that I think into a winding and negative disaster

I wonder if I can fight it
I wonder if I can make it
I wonder if I can win it
I wonder if I can take it
I wonder if I
I wonder if I
Wonder this wonder that wonder too much that I stay attached
I wonder if I can fight it
I wonder if I can make it
I wonder if I can win it
I wonder if I can take it
I wonder if I
I wonder if I
Wonder this wonder that wonder too much that I stay attached

I tend to dwell and eat on my mistakes
That can supply an awful distaste
Even still I'm scared to make any
Cuz apparently you get bashed up like I need to be perfect
They don't see room for many mistakes to be made
There's a lotta things they don't see inside of this face
At times the mistakes can overtake my brain
How long will it last it's goin' this rate I don't know uh

I wonder if I can fight it
I wonder if I can make it
I wonder if I can win it
I wonder if I can take it
I wonder if I
I wonder if I
Wonder this wonder that wonder too much that I stay attached
I wonder if I can fight it
I wonder if I can make it
I wonder if I can win it
I wonder if I can take it
I wonder if I
I wonder if I
Wonder this wonder that wonder too much that I stay attached

I'm really tired of these fake scenarios gettin' placed in my head
I'm really tired of these fake scary thoughts thinkin' that they real before I lay in bed
They're prolly the only thing I've counted more time with and time spend
Trapped inside the what if's like a Marvel series comic
Endless possibilities what's scarin' me the most
OCD I wanna let go but I'm scared of the fears comin' true so I don't know
I don't know
I don't really have a clue on what to do
The hardest part is movin' through
When it feels like the demons are constantly watchin' every move
I don't know what to do
I don't know what to do
I don't know what to do
I don't know what to do when I'm lost and confused
Walk inside my shoes maybe you could finally understand
Anxiety tends to always find a way to get the upper hand
Locked inside a cage you could take a guess
That my head is always on the swivel it's spinnin' when I'm under stress
Sometimes my thoughts can be too heavy to carry
It can be too dangerous to handle
Too dangerous to encounter
Especially when it scares me
All I hear it do is scream so loud like if alarms started blaring yeah

I wonder if I can fight it
I wonder if I can make it
I wonder if I can win it
I wonder if I can take it
I wonder if I
I wonder if I
Wonder this wonder that wonder too much that I stay attached
I wonder if I can fight it
I wonder if I can make it
I wonder if I can win it
I wonder if I can take it
I wonder if I
I wonder if I
Wonder this wonder that wonder too much that I stay attached