mfwaves - Too Much Lyrics

Hate is a passion
Shawty said she loves me but she rations her feelings
Smoking a finger I'm sipping Darjeeling
Won't waste time waiting for healing it happens
Pills blow my brain like a magnum
Too thick for your girl I'm a Magnum
Whole life too fast like it's Mach one
Memory treasure chest gone missing I'm done

Life was pretty
Dark days bright nights in the city
Box wine tight times in the country
My sixth sense told me, you never really loved me

Told her I'm fine, but I'm barely even moving
Stopped my bro he was tryna fuckin drive
Tried to tell him chill but my words only jumbled
New kicks slipped wet grate outside
And I don't know how your love has fuckin trapped me
Off you for a week, but you know I can't get that clean
Off the LSD, ativan, and the DMT
Waiting for death, it's the only thing that's real to me