mfwaves - Oblivion Lyrics

I never thought I'd spend a moment on this earth without you
But my circle getting smaller I don't think it fits two
Hell it barely fits one, and I'll be thinking bout you
When my brain convinces me there's no room for me too

Driving in a Honda Civic and I'm trying not to panic
Cause my life is like a movie and the critics fuckin panned it
Yeah I mighta kicked the xannies, turns out I'm a poly-addict
It's like shawty want a cracker how she copy what I'm saying
I swear time goes quicker the more that I'm living
An afternoon at 26 ten minutes at 16
She says she'll be with me, she says she really with me
She's finna skip my funeral she'll just be posting RIP me

Fuck that, life is a haystack
Happiness a needle and I'm hoping I can find that
Hoping I can wind back, my time I'm too turned up
She could have been the one, past tense only thing that's certain
Hurt ain't done, cause I'm hurting
Herd mentality, rushing crushing victims
Mass insanity, laughing at the breathless
Oblivion is bliss, tryna go back for a second

They been questioning my methods
Can't stop me, I know what I'm eating
Pills in me, I'm tryna stop feeling
Shawty left me, I know what she needs (it ain't me)