Metalecalec - Still Lyrics

6 bedroom crib, but I still feel alone
You really feel the pressure when it's more that you know
When ever I be low, I be trying not to show
The way I'm really feeling
When it's really time to go
But I'm dealing with it
I really need a minute tho
I gotta feel it
Like a girl that I'm finna know
I been, taking deep breaths
Looking for a woman wanting more than just sex

Everyone I knew, really turned they backs on me
5 years later, now I got racks on me
But it don't define me, but they basing off perception
What about the past when my heart was just neglected
But it's beating still
Fast, while I take the wheel
I'm tryna steer, but they want me crash
can't relate to em, in races, they really last
I recognize some faces, from places, they wearing masks

Swimming in a sea of money women I'm drowning
Along with the drugs, so you Know I'm surrounded
Is it peer pressure, just because I'm around it
Or am I just tripping, just because I been doubted
The lifestyle, it really be getting wild
I needa tell myself, I can't trust a cute smile
Cause I been, acting uncordingly
The girl I want really been just avoiding me