Metalecalec, Helen Haug - Paranoid Lyrics

Life is short but it's feeling fast
Feeling pressure foot upon the gas
Not okay but they don't even ask
Photogenic when I rock a mask
Moving different, feeling empty
Different women telling me they miss me
Years later but it still gets me
Just wait till I'm gone you gone really miss me
Just think about it
All night
You don't even care
Alright
I been single for a year now
Know what matters so clear now
I refuse to let you let me down
Never again you gone set me down

I might as well
Tell all my friends
That I haven't been feeling as myself
Feeling kinda dizzy in my head
All I want to do it go back to bead
Lately I've been losing control
Can you help me find the piece back home
What if everyone hates me now
What if everyone leaves me now
When I'm on my lowest and I tell myself
I might just be paranoid
Cause I'm paranoid

What about friends, what about women
Everybody new never know who pretending
Paranoid so I gotta gat while I sleep
Them boys ain't gang, but they really ona creep
But I'm deep in the life
Coming for the thrown
Like a theif Ina night
But I'm gone
Raking every dollar like a leaf ona lawn
Really making time never weak but I'm strong
Yeah
Tryna put on for the city and the fam
But it's more den getting litty, ima grow to man
Give back to the kids, the ones be looking up
They be tryna grow with us, and they watch what we do
But they missing every sign but they never look enough
Damn
Really take more than luck, u gotta plan
Really gotta go thru shit u can't stand
Really gotta face this shit and be the man
It's my desire
Down for the ride
Going thru fire
With this
Aim for the top
Shoot ur way thru
Breaking in
Then you glide with this
I remember they doubted me
All I wanted was some reassurance
Online they crowding me
What they said really reoccurring
From a different person but it's multiplied
My skin thicker, I will survive
I got the hunger while I got the drive
Safe to say that I just arrived
And I'm going in, even if it means I'm alone
The doors open, it's flowing in
Guess I really gotta new home
Frrl

I might as well
Tell all my friends
That I haven't been feeling as myself
Feeling kinda dizzy in my head
All I want to do it go back to bead
Lately I've been losing control
Can you help me find the piece back home
What if everyone hates me now
What if everyone leaves me now
When I'm on my lowest and I tell myself
I might just be paranoid
Cause I'm paranoid