Max Johns - Second Chances Lyrics

Do you deserve it
Are you even worth it
You're so fucking beautiful it's fucking with my head
I can't even sleep I'm like a zombie in my bed
Everyday I'm hurting
Right now I feel worthless
But I know that I'm not I can show you what romance is
Can we give each other second chances

Don't wanna leave you in the dark
I wanna bring you to the light
You know I would come through anytime of day or night
I would hold you in my arms until you felt alright
Yea, we've both made mistakes
Two wrongs don't make a right
And I hate when we fight
Why we always getting high
Baby, look at me in my eyes
Can we please just try
I just wanna make it right
I just wanna make it right

But I'm disappointed
I trusted you
Baby, please for a minute walk in my shoes
Yea, they stole that too
Yes I'm talking to you
I don't got to say names because you know who
Yea, I'm tryna move forward, but I keep thinking of the past
8 Years of my music and they threw it in the trash
That was my life and my legacy and I bet you that they laughed
Those are people you call friends
They just demons wearing mask
Oh, yea
They did it for fun
Was I a fool to think that you were the one
Yea, this feel like a war that nobody won
I was going through hell, I just needed someone

Do you deserve it
Are you even worth it
You're so fucking beautiful it's fucking with my head
I can't even sleep I'm like a zombie in my bed
Everyday I'm hurting
Right now I feel worthless
But I know that I'm not I can show you what romance is
Can we give each other second chances

I'm sorry for making you uncomfortable that night
I stopped right away, but still it wasn't right
I knew you needed space and so I gave you some time
At the end of the day, it's your body, not mine
Started reflecting, I'm still learning about myself
Try to fix everything, It's hard for me to ask for help
My is heart is aching
I need communication
Fuck validation
My mind keeps on racing
Your friend called me a rapist
And you know that that's not true
When we go to court, baby, will you tell the truth
I still believe in you
But I feel so blue
When you a black man, this shit becomes scary for you
Your friend is crazy tryna ruin my life
Even though they did me dirty, I'm still tryna do them right
I got photographic evidence to back my fight
Imma stand up for myself because I know that I'm right

Do you deserve it
Are you even worth it
You're so fucking beautiful it's fucking with my head
I can't even sleep I'm like a zombie in my bed
Everyday I'm hurting
Right now I feel worthless
But I know that I'm not I can show you what romance is
Can we give each other second chances

When I said I love you, know that I meant it
Just like when I'm skating, you know I had to send it,
I don't regret it and I miss you
I don't even know if you feel the same way too
Yea, we know what we said to each other
Your hugs felt warmer than my mothers
How can this be
Am I blind or can I see
Why'd you say that you love me

Do you deserve it
Are you even worth it
You're so fucking beautiful, it's fucking with my head
I can't even sleep, yea
I miss you in my bed
Everyday I'm hurting
Right now I feel worthless
But I know that I'm not
I can show you what romance is
Can we give each other second chances