Max Johns - If I Died Tomorrow Lyrics

If I died tomorrow, would you regret not spending time with me
Would you cry or would you scream
Would you finally say that you're sorry
It's so hard for me to let go of things
Don't want to live in this reality
I'm not alright, I'm losing my mind
Tell me, do you even care about me
Slowly, watch me as a crumble and fall
Control me
Fuck with my emotions and make me feel small
But that's alright, you won this fight
I can barely breathe
I'll go to the alley, smile down at the gun and make it easy
When I speak these words, do you ever get scared
I'm just saying how I'm feeling because you weren't there
I don't feel strong, I don't belong
I'm stuck in my own misery
I should shut up, I should stand back up
But I'm tired so leave me be
Slowly, watch me as a crumble and fall
Control me
Fuck with my emotions and make me feel small
But that's alright, you won this fight
I can barely breathe
I'll go to the alley, smile down at the gun and make it easy
Why are you crying
Why are you scared
I'm already dying
I'm almost dead
I don't feel like trying anymore
It's my decision anyway
Slowly, watch me as a crumble and fall
Control me
Fuck with my emotions and make me feel small
But that's alright, you won this fight
I can barely breathe
I'll go to the alley, smile down at the gun and make it easy

If I died tomorrow, would you regret not spending time with me
Would you cry or would you scream
Would you finally say that you're sorry
It's so hard for me to let go of things
Don't want to live in this reality
I'm not alright, I'm losing my mind
Tell me, do you even care about me
Slowly, watch me as a crumble and fall
Control me
Fuck with my emotions and make me feel small
But that's alright, you won this fight
I can barely breathe
I'll go to the alley, smile down at the gun and make it easy
When I speak these words, do you ever get scared
I'm just saying how I'm feeling because you weren't there
I don't feel strong, I don't belong
I'm stuck in my own misery
I should shut up, I should stand back up
But I'm tired so leave me be
Slowly, watch me as a crumble and fall
Control me
Fuck with my emotions and make me feel small
But that's alright, you won this fight
I can barely breathe
I'll go to the alley, smile down at the gun and make it easy
Why are you crying
Why are you scared
I'm already dying
I'm almost dead
I don't feel like trying anymore
It's my decision anyway
Slowly, watch me as a crumble and fall
Control me
Fuck with my emotions and make me feel small
But that's alright, you won this fight
I can barely breathe
I'll go to the alley, smile down at the gun and make it easy