Matt Van - Drunken Christmas Lyrics

Yeah I've been drinking tonight
Hanging the stocking you left behind
But the fire just doesn't seem as warm
As when you were by my side

Have I been naughty or nice
I made mistakes, I've made them twice
But will I survive another drunken Christmas
Without you

Yeah I've been thinking tonight
About the day you caught my eye
Oh in the wintertime, and it felt so right
But now I just wanna curl up and die

I think it might be a sign
This broken heart, and these bloodshot eyes
I may not survive another drunken Christmas
Without you

Silent night, hold me tight
I'm so gone, I'm so high
You got me fucked up girl
'Round yon bourbon, amber and fine
Holy shit, I'm a mess tonight
Passed out alone by the Christmas tree
But don't even worry
About me