MaskMyDemons - Deceased Lyrics

Heart attack
I'm running out of
Things to mad at
I thought I would be dead by now
I didn't follow my own plan
I'm about to graduate
My family thinks I'm the man
When I'm contemplating life
Well whenever I can
Life is simple
No it's complicated
And I can't tell
Who I've dated
They say my futures bright
But it feels like it's shaded
Am I in prison
They say life is what you make it
Paint my blood on the walls
I think I've demonstrated
Half of my head
Is feeling frozen or dead
I can't tell where I've been
I'm seeing repetition
My eyes only see red
And I'm ghosted again
Till I'm resurrected
On an instrumental
Man I'm coming back
Like a heart attack
I can't breathe
I'm gasping for air
Knowing non of you care
But I don't care if you care
I'm coming back without
An invitation
I'm a cause worth celebrating
Til I end up as a patient
Padded cells won't hold me

Heart attack
I'm running out of
Things to mad at
I thought I would be dead by now
I didn't follow my own plan
I'm about to graduate
My family thinks I'm the man
When I'm contemplating life
Well whenever I can
Life is simple
No it's complicated
And I can't tell
Who I've dated
They say my futures bright
But it feels like it's shaded
Am I in prison
They say life is what you make it
Paint my blood on the walls
I think I've demonstrated
Half of my head
Is feeling frozen or dead
I can't tell where I've been
I'm seeing repetition
My eyes only see red
And I'm ghosted again
Till I'm resurrected
On an instrumental
Man I'm coming back
Like a heart attack
I can't breathe
I'm gasping for air
Knowing non of you care
But I don't care if you care
I'm coming back without
An invitation
I'm a cause worth celebrating
Til I end up as a patient
Padded cells won't hold me