Marina Lin - this is what self-destruction feels like Lyrics

this is what self-destruction feels like – Marina Lin

Verse 1]
This isn't easy
I don't know how and what to feel
Keeping busy
It does the job but it doesn't heal
My mind is a fire
And I'm burning love away
It's getting harder to feel and they all say

[Pre-Chorus]
You need to take care of yourself my darling
But they don't know how it feels to be broken

[Chorus]
I can't help it, I feel numb
I'll wait for the waves to leave and come
I think I'm breaking
I'm a mess in the making
(Mmm mmm)
A mess in the making
(Mmm mmm)

[Verse 2]
I'm getting tired
Of the same old feeling in my chest
I'm not a liar
But I've got secrets I can't confess
Don't say you love me
Cause I don't understand those words
It's getting harder to feel and they all say
[Pre-Chorus]
You need to take care of your health my darling
But they don't know how it feels to be broken

[Chorus]
I can't help it, I feel numb
I'll wait for the waves to leave and come
I think I'm breaking
I'm a mess in the making
(Mmm mmm)
A mess in the making
(Mmm mmm)

[Bridge]
I'm holding on a tightrope
And know I'm not coming home
Hurting, searching
You know I'm not coming home

[Outro]
This isn't easy
I don't know how and what to feel
Keeping busy
It does the job but it doesn't heal