Marcus Lee - Start Over Lyrics

Another one
I cannot fake how a heart fears
I cannot take when we part
Dear love, it departs from me when you aren't here
I can't call it
I'll drop all of it, I'll stall it
If I feel that I am falling
I don't even want to start it anew
Like at all
Shit
Darling, is you all in?
Something bout ya voice, it is calming
My mind, a motion picture that I star in
It's one in which everybody would do me harm in
I don't even know what I'm wanting
I don't even know why you want me
Or if you want me
The shit I wrestle with could be alarming to you
And I don't wanna drag anybody along with
It's better if I stay alone
I said it in another song
It's just better if I stay my zone
And play by part, whatever that may be
Like whether or not there's something special innately in you
I'm just tired
I don't want to start over

Start over
(I don't want to)
Start over
(Start all over)
Start over
(Start all over)
Start over
(Start all over)
Start over
(I don't want to)
Start over
(Start all over)
I don't want to start over

This fear
Is irrational
Fighting the feel of feeling I have to go
Sorry dear, I hear it as actual
Pardon me, just leaving is natural
My heart it bleeds, I figure it's casual
From all these things, I figure impassable
Starting seems, just next to impossible
Yeah I know I got obstacles I'm warning you
More than due, Pass due on all my healing
I meditate while I racing up in my ceiling
Rather my attic, Automatic on suspicion
I don't trust anybody while on my mission
And my mission so important I can't sacrifice
even if I don't have to, I'm asking it twice
Can you wait?
(can you wait)
Nine times outta ten it's a no so I can't

Start over
(I don't want to)
Start over
(Start all over)
Start over
(Start all over)
Start over
(Start all over)
Start over
(I don't want to)
Start over
(Start all over)
I don't want to start over

Start over
(I don't want to)
Start over
(Start all over)
Start over
(Start all over)
Start over
(Start all over)
Start over
(I don't want to)
Start over
(Start all over)
I don't want to start over