Manzi Fleur - gone til december Lyrics

Don't know where I'm heading
Yeah, don't know where I'm heading
And they wonder where my head is
Me too
Been tryna find my way home
Calling out for help but get a dial tone
Pray that it gets better by tomorrow
Spending every weekend dodging strays from facing life beyond this rain
I need umbrellas for this weather before I let go
Mary poppins heights, I'm reaching for it but can't come close
Hurdles huddle close, I'm tryna heal from where I left off
Timing's never perfect when you need it most
Parting from what's feeling close
In silence, in asylums tryna find what I've been feigning for
Logan never healed from when he had to kill Jean
So what powers does a nigga need to find inner peace
Ponder ways upon arrival at vacations we need
To only see it's deeply rooted where we planted our seeds
Been here all along (Always watching)
I'm tryna hold on (Feeling locked in)
It's out of control
My control, I'm finding the road
Been here all along (Always watching)
I'm tryna hold on (Feeling locked in)
It's out of control
My control, I'm find the road

Don't know where I'm heading
Yeah, don't know where I'm heading
And they wonder where my head is
Me too
Been tryna find my way home
Calling out for help but get a dial tone
Pray that it gets better by tomorrow
Spending every weekend dodging strays from facing life beyond this rain
I need umbrellas for this weather before I let go
Mary poppins heights, I'm reaching for it but can't come close
Hurdles huddle close, I'm tryna heal from where I left off
Timing's never perfect when you need it most
Parting from what's feeling close
In silence, in asylums tryna find what I've been feigning for
Logan never healed from when he had to kill Jean
So what powers does a nigga need to find inner peace
Ponder ways upon arrival at vacations we need
To only see it's deeply rooted where we planted our seeds
Been here all along (Always watching)
I'm tryna hold on (Feeling locked in)
It's out of control
My control, I'm finding the road
Been here all along (Always watching)
I'm tryna hold on (Feeling locked in)
It's out of control
My control, I'm find the road