Maniac - Alone This Christmas Time Lyrics

I'm losing my mind
This Christmas time
I don't have anyone
I'm not having fun

The only thing hanging
On my Christmas tree
Will be ornaments
Ladders and me

Why act happy
If I'm all alone
I'll call those who they say they care
On the phone

All I hear are those sweet Christmas bells
They tell me again to kill myself

Alone
This Christmas time
Alone
This Christmas time
Alone
This Christmas time
Alone
This Christmas time

I got no presents
This time of year
I'm scared all I feel
Is my own fear

I don't want to die
But I have to
It's the only way to
Stop my blue

I wish I was a kid
Once again
I'm writing my last lеtter
With my pen

This time it won't bе for Saint Nick
For the end, I'll play a Christmas classic

Alone
This time of year
Alone
This Christmas time
Alone
This Christmas time
Alone
This Christmas time