Manga Saint Hilare - Finding Out Lyrics

Had my heart broken
That had me moving heartless
Taking it out on the wrong ones
Trying to prove I'm sexy regardless
I wasn't doing no work them times
But I wanted the same car as Targets
I wasn't doing no shows or Giggs
But I was out here talking the hardest
Masked it with jokes & laughing
Yeah I'm good'
If anyones asking
Time has passed but I can't get past it
I hope tomorrow has todays answers
Good people around me
& I know I took them for granted
Hold tight Mumzie,she had to see a big man balling
I'm sorry but I couldn't hold it it
Things are getting out of hand right now
I'm trying to get hold of it
& I know I'm not your only kid
Bailiffs are knocking for money
I know that I owe the ting
I'm trying to dig myself out of this whole I'm in
& I know this isn't how I'm supposed to live
I used to spend time at Kye's, Jigga's & Jadene's
I loved being off ends
because the locals embraced me
Convinced myself I working
But I'm reality I was lazy
My minds over thinking
with all the these truths I'm finding out

Finding out
Finding out
I didn't know who I was
& I'm still finding out
Finding out,I'm still finding out
I didn't know who I was
& I'm still finding out
Finding out
Finding out
I never knew how strong I was
& I'm still finding out
Finding out
I guess I'm finding out
I never knew how strong I was
& I'm still finding out

I thought I knew everything
I just had too many thoughts
You get given this life
You've just got prove that it's yours
I had to learn to listen
& know when you shouldn't talk
& understand what habits I have
that I use for support
& it's funny because love was the cure & the cause
But when I look back on it
Them things were usually forced
So many red flags that I used to ignore
It just gets to a point
that You're not even you anymore
It's mad when you deep it
When I was bruk I got on the coach to Elise's
(10 in my pocket dem times deh)
Leave in the morning & I touched down in the evening
(I know you know about them ones there)
And I think around them times there me & weren't speaking
Probably over some minor disagreement
I never held feelings
(We don't hold on to badness here)
I was looking for love
But it wasn't what I needed
Deavon tried to tell me a lot of things
But I wasn't ready for the teachings
I felt down & defeated
Bruddah I had to go through some healing
A lot of lessons I should of learnt from time
But all now bro, I'm still finding out

Finding out
Finding out
I didn't know who I was
& I'm still finding out
Finding out,I'm still finding out
I didn't know who I was
& I'm still finding out
Finding out
Finding out
I never knew how strong I was
& I'm still finding out
Finding out
I guess I'm finding out
I never knew how strong I was
& I'm still finding out

Finding out
Finding out
I didn't know who I was
& I'm still finding out
Finding out,I'm still finding out
I didn't know who I was
& I'm still finding out
Finding out
Finding out
I never knew how strong I was
& I'm still finding out
Finding out
I guess I'm finding out
I never knew how strong I was
& I'm still finding out

Finding out
Finding
Finding
Finding out
You don't know how strong you are
I hope you find it out
Find it