Mad Macks - In My Mind Lyrics

This for my homies
Stable or unstable
This is for everyone who loved me
When I wasn't able
This for all the people in my life who want to see me happy
I'm sorry if I treated you badly
This is for
My moms my bro my two sisters my pops
And everyone that came with the extended family
This is for my unborn babies
This is for my grandparents
I still think about you daily
This for my health
Past present and future self
This is for my cousins
All the times you reached out
Don't know if you know how much that helped
From breaking off the shelf
And going off the wall
So many times I had to fall cause I wanted it all
But thats how lose everything
Except the lesson if you're smart
Turn my tragedy to art
Which in turn is a triumph
The fire from the bridges burned
For the herb I light up but
Don't mind me
I'm just rolling tree
Cause it help to cope with most the things
And hopefully
Take me to that place in my mind
The place we both love
Ok
Blood on beats
Blood on the page
This is me
On or off the stage
This is me letting out the pain in my heart
This is me following the light cause at times I wanna stay in the dark
Lay my head to rest and wake to a new day to start
If it's hard I say a prayer and give thanks for the strength to go through it
Even when I'm going through it
The toughest times make for the dopest music
Who would have thought I rock a sold out show
Only to wake up to the fact that my gramps was gone
I'm just trying to focus on my album but I can't no more
Seeing grams cancer kill her killed me
It's like a phantom dog
But I be trying to give my fans what they asking for
And I be trying to balance life behind closed doors
Is it human nature to always desire more
With everything I got
It still ain't enough but
Don't mind me
I'm just rolling tree
Cause it help to cope with most the things
And hopefully
Take me to that place in my mind
The place we both love

This for my homies
Stable or unstable
This is for everyone who loved me
When I wasn't able
This for all the people in my life who want to see me happy
I'm sorry if I treated you badly
This is for
My moms my bro my two sisters my pops
And everyone that came with the extended family
This is for my unborn babies
This is for my grandparents
I still think about you daily
This for my health
Past present and future self
This is for my cousins
All the times you reached out
Don't know if you know how much that helped
From breaking off the shelf
And going off the wall
So many times I had to fall cause I wanted it all
But thats how lose everything
Except the lesson if you're smart
Turn my tragedy to art
Which in turn is a triumph
The fire from the bridges burned
For the herb I light up but
Don't mind me
I'm just rolling tree
Cause it help to cope with most the things
And hopefully
Take me to that place in my mind
The place we both love
Ok
Blood on beats
Blood on the page
This is me
On or off the stage
This is me letting out the pain in my heart
This is me following the light cause at times I wanna stay in the dark
Lay my head to rest and wake to a new day to start
If it's hard I say a prayer and give thanks for the strength to go through it
Even when I'm going through it
The toughest times make for the dopest music
Who would have thought I rock a sold out show
Only to wake up to the fact that my gramps was gone
I'm just trying to focus on my album but I can't no more
Seeing grams cancer kill her killed me
It's like a phantom dog
But I be trying to give my fans what they asking for
And I be trying to balance life behind closed doors
Is it human nature to always desire more
With everything I got
It still ain't enough but
Don't mind me
I'm just rolling tree
Cause it help to cope with most the things
And hopefully
Take me to that place in my mind
The place we both love