M2Kane, August Child - Miserable Lyrics

Gladwin you're an angel

I knew I knew
That I would be miserable again
I would be miserable again
I would be miserable again
I knew I knew
That I would be miserable again
I would be miserable again
I would be miserable again

I wanna live but I'm a slave
I'm never given what I gave
All of the visions I have faced
Tryna fulfill what I've acclaimed
Wanted to heal but I am plagued
Always the villain of my pain
My indecision never waivers
I have been riddled by the maze

Always told me I would be a goldmine (Goldmine)
You going reap the benefits of your mind (Your mind)
But I'm still steady trying to make 'em listen
I just can't survive in these conditions (Can't survive in these conditions)
The voices in my head are getting so loud
I've just always try to pay 'em no mind
I'm already tryna make a way
But I see the hands goin' tick tock

Tick tock I see that hands going tick tock
Tick tock I see that hands going tick tock

I knew I knew
That I would be miserable again
I would be miserable again
I would be miserable again
I knew I knew
That I would be miserable again
I would be miserable again
I would be miserable again

Don't want to seem like I am tame
I have to show that I am brave
Have to deliver on my faith
I am imprisoned by appraisal
Sound of the tick is like a taser
Feel like I'm bristling on a grater
Sit and envision what I crave but
Seems like I'm running outta' days

Always told me I would be a goldmine (Goldmine)
You going reap the benefits of your mind (Your mind)
But I'm still steady trying to make 'em listen (Make em listen)
I just can't survive in these conditions (Can't survive in these conditions)
The voices in my head are getting so loud
I've just always try to pay 'em no mind
I'm already tryna make a way
But I see that hands going tick tock

I knew I knew
That I would be miserable again
I would be miserable again
I would be miserable again
I knew I knew
That I would be miserable again
I would be miserable again
I would be miserable again

They keep telling me they'll be better days
But they don't see my pain I cry in the rain (In the rain yeah)
Sippin' on this lean just to numb the pain
I know it ain't good but what can I say
I try hide but these feelings get in the way ay
I've been sinking fadin' away ay
I've been sinking fadin' away ay (I'm fading away)
I knew I knew that you only came for a season
That you would leave and give no reason
I feel my hope slowly fadin'
I've been on my knees for a lifetime
I been tryna dig for these goldmines
But all I seem to find is some landmines
Monochrome rainbows got a man blind

I knew I knew
That I would be miserable again
I would be miserable again
I would be miserable again
I knew I knew
That I would be miserable again
I would be miserable again
I would be miserable again
I knew I knew
That I would be miserable again
I would be miserable again
I would be miserable again