LUX AGAPE - Trust Issues Lyrics

Sorry, I don't mean for my thoughts to seem so pretentious
Sometimes I just don't know how to act when I feel defenseless
But I should know by now you always have good intentions
But when I am in self doubt sometimes the bout, it just feels endless

From where does my worry rise?
To fear my lover will not deliver
I remember how you stood there in the pouring rain
I remember how it felt to hear you say my name

Learned along the way you will catch me
Even when I am not open, but I am
In the hours, I will not lean
No, I may wait and you will say, "be still, where I am"

Wanted to be yours, I wasn't sure
With my temperament to sooth
From the imprints of my youth
I needed truth, I ran to the telephone booth
And I called collect but it misdirects
I hope to god that I'm not out of range
I'm sorry, I was never one for change
Operator, operator
I absolutely must to get through
I shouldn't have waited for later
I should have trusted you
I should have trusted you

From where does my worry rise?
To fear my lover will not deliver
I remember how you stood there in the pouring rain
I remember how it felt to hear you say my name