lunaa, Ohxzy - Avelyn Lyrics

Is that how I fall
There's someone blocking my path to the door
I been pulling I been pulling up all of my straws
I can't quite break in
I miss all your calls
Sorry bout that it's not my fault
I been steady tryna pick myself up of the floor
You're making me sick
Tell me nothing
I'm tryna face the fact that i'm just
falling in love with the way you say you really want me back
Wonder when i'm gonna snap
Wonder when i'm gonna black out drunk and fuck things up again
I'm so fucked I feel like i'm Avelyn
Now i'm not that fond of the fact that i'm standing here and
All my friends are busy telling me i need a little luck
Ran out of the back of the party
Now I fall back into the habit of ever
using drugs to formulate stamina
In the backrooms of my soul
Now I'm fucked up waiting for your call again
(Ohxzy)
I don't wanna fall asleep without you
But I know I have to
But I don't wanna have to
I don't wanna
I don't even feel alive i'm just surving
And everything you do got me crying
Wanna say i'm fine but that would be lying
Lying
I don't wanna fall but i'm breaking now
I don't wanna know what you're thinking now
I just wanna love you till i'm in the grave
You're the only one that's gon remember my name
I don't wanna fall but i'm breaking now
I don't wanna know what you're thinking now
I just wanna love you till i'm in the grave
You're the only one that's gon remember my name

Is that how I fall
There's someone blocking my path to the door
I been pulling I been pulling up all of my straws
I can't quite break in
I miss all your calls
Sorry bout that it's not my fault
I been steady tryna pick myself up of the floor
You're making me sick
Tell me nothing
I'm tryna face the fact that i'm just
falling in love with the way you say you really want me back
Wonder when i'm gonna snap
Wonder when i'm gonna black out drunk and fuck things up again
I'm so fucked I feel like i'm Avelyn
Now i'm not that fond of the fact that i'm standing here and
All my friends are busy telling me i need a little luck
Ran out of the back of the party
Now I fall back into the habit of ever
using drugs to formulate stamina
In the backrooms of my soul
Now I'm fucked up waiting for your call again
(Ohxzy)
I don't wanna fall asleep without you
But I know I have to
But I don't wanna have to
I don't wanna
I don't even feel alive i'm just surving
And everything you do got me crying
Wanna say i'm fine but that would be lying
Lying
I don't wanna fall but i'm breaking now
I don't wanna know what you're thinking now
I just wanna love you till i'm in the grave
You're the only one that's gon remember my name
I don't wanna fall but i'm breaking now
I don't wanna know what you're thinking now
I just wanna love you till i'm in the grave
You're the only one that's gon remember my name