Lumakii - Anxiety Lyrics

Depression anxiety
I'm negative about my own shit
Don't judge me cause you don't know me
I'm so scared of life
Wishing my night was young
Will I make it out alive
Tonight tonight tonight
Will I make it out alive
Tonight tonight

I'm forced to be everything I'm not (Not)
Cause I'm human I gotta act normal (Normaal)
More than help what I need now is God (Yeah)
My nights are not young that's for sure (That's for sure)
My nights are not peaceful thoughts (Thoughts)
Keep getting in the way of my joy (Of my joy)
That I'm living is nothing I enjoy
Vel' akuhambi ngendlel'ebengifuna
For lama phutha bangbethela like Jesus (Jesus)
Why do we have so many judges like it's a day of judgement (Of judgement)

Sad episode of everybody hates Chris
Like I'm feeling sick
Kunjalo ngvik'izitha fucking up my moment (Fucking up my moment)
For leyo nhlala kahle you die first (Die first)
Build a mansion someone don't like that (Don't like that)
I wanna succeed why these people mad (Why you mad)
My little shine haters wanna snatch that (Snatch that)
Well I be damned my life can't go south (Can't go south)
Yeah It can’t go south my life can't go south

They keep taking me away from my way
Had to live my life in a certain way
If I think about it brings a lil pain
World we living in pain before gain
Born 96 I love a life with no pain
If am doing anything ain't gotta fail only
Only pills for some pain I can not take
All the shit I'm going through I swear it's more than me
Stuff I'm always going through is depressing me
When they start talking I wish that they can switch with me
Thoughts suicidal that's not what I want for me
But it's the only thing that seems to be the way for me
Or rather get high all night every day
But that's another thing slowly killing me
It's my own life on the line real shit
Drugs big no please God save me

Please God save me
Please God save me (Please save me)
Please save me
I'm carrying too much
Am carrying too much (I don't wanna leave)
Too much on my weight (I don't wanna leave)
Too much on my weight (I don't wanna leave)
Goddamn

Depression anxiety
I'm negative about my own shit (Negative)
Don't judge me cause you don't know me
I'm so scared of life
Wishing my night was young
Will I make it out alive
Tonight tonight tonight
Will I make it out alive
Tonight tonight