Love Jai - i hate myself & i hate that i hate myself Lyrics

I cant find it
Fuck fuck
I dont
I cant
Jesus
Fuck
Such a fucking mess
Oh I got it
Always on the edge I hate myself cause i'm a mess
You can show me anything ill never get impressed
Always do too much when I should really do less
I can feel the pressure getting tighter in my chest yeah
Now i'm stressed out, broken, and damaged
The city of angels got ya boy in a panic
Clutching on my vape I hide my face when i'm manic
I hate the fucking world no I don't care for the planet
Oh i'm trying hard i'm sorry
I fuck up all the time I know you're tired of that
Tryna savor every moment know that shit don't last
I cant tell you where i'm going I just know where i'm at
Every song a peak inside my life
Watch me try to make it right
I been losing parts of me I never thought I fucking might
I chose to be honest with myself and this little dumb mic
Honestly I don't know who I am but I wont lose sight
And I cant help it i'm just one man
You be lying like a bitch but thats not my plan
Mm damn
I hope you understand
I don't care if no one likes my shit cause i'm my biggest fan
Always on the edge I hate myself cause i'm a mess
You can show me anything ill never get impressed
Always do too much when I should really do less
I can feel the pressure getting tighter in my chest yeah
Now i'm stressed out, broken, and damaged
The city of angels got ya boy in a panic
Clutching on my vape I hide my face when i'm manic
I hate the fucking world no I don't care for the planet

I cant find it
Fuck fuck
I dont
I cant
Jesus
Fuck
Such a fucking mess
Oh I got it
Always on the edge I hate myself cause i'm a mess
You can show me anything ill never get impressed
Always do too much when I should really do less
I can feel the pressure getting tighter in my chest yeah
Now i'm stressed out, broken, and damaged
The city of angels got ya boy in a panic
Clutching on my vape I hide my face when i'm manic
I hate the fucking world no I don't care for the planet
Oh i'm trying hard i'm sorry
I fuck up all the time I know you're tired of that
Tryna savor every moment know that shit don't last
I cant tell you where i'm going I just know where i'm at
Every song a peak inside my life
Watch me try to make it right
I been losing parts of me I never thought I fucking might
I chose to be honest with myself and this little dumb mic
Honestly I don't know who I am but I wont lose sight
And I cant help it i'm just one man
You be lying like a bitch but thats not my plan
Mm damn
I hope you understand
I don't care if no one likes my shit cause i'm my biggest fan
Always on the edge I hate myself cause i'm a mess
You can show me anything ill never get impressed
Always do too much when I should really do less
I can feel the pressure getting tighter in my chest yeah
Now i'm stressed out, broken, and damaged
The city of angels got ya boy in a panic
Clutching on my vape I hide my face when i'm manic
I hate the fucking world no I don't care for the planet