Love Jai - CONTRADICTED Lyrics

I'm as loud as I wanna be don't feel the need to tip toe
I don't even blame you for any of the shit you doing I did it before
Anytime anything bad happens to me I blame it on karma
Id rather fly off a bridge than to go back to shit that I did or the way that I lived
Baby it is what is is or maybe its not
I don't even know no more
Giving you all I can give its all that I got
I'm going overboard
Jump in the deep end for you baby
Baby ima drown I don't know how to swim
The way that you look you looking heaven sent
Got to hold my tongue cant say what I really meant
Baby where is you from I'm tryna go where you been
Fuck this I'm obsessed with someone that I never met
Upset always happens to me I get left down and disappointed
Baby I just wish I could be someone else I'm not
Baby this my story and I'm stuck up in the plot
I'm pathetic
Oh I'm pathetic
Leave it to me ill be the first one who says it
Oh I'm pathetic
Leave it to me ill be the first one who
Fuck
Don't want no ice up on my body
Say what you mean to me cause right now I don't wanna hear no sorry
And her body like a Barbie
I just hope she don't play games with me cause bitch I'm not Atari
Oh yeah yeah
I would kms before I try and be you
Don't worry bout me baby worry bout you
Ima pay my dues and do what I do
I know ima piece of shit at times
And I cant tell what's right
Like I lost my damn mind
I keep walking back and forth in my shoes
You're obsessed with everything I do
I don't even wanna fucking move
Its hard to breathe when your hearts in two
I keep it pushing and moving lil baby
I don't give a fuck about none of this shit
I think my life is a movie and I write the story but I'm taking you out the script
Tss bitch I'm the shit and I know that huh huh pee u
I wont go down on your level I don't even wanna be near you
You turned into someone I don't like
I guess that makes two of us
I did that some things that weren't right but its hard to play nice when your life is a mess
And I came to terms with my death so I give it all in the flesh
I'm not tryna hide or be somebody that I'm not
I tell you all of my flaws I speak from the heart
I don't care for acting hard or how much money on your card
Or the fit you got or the whip you drive or the bitch you fucked
Tell me something that I don't know
I'm going hard and smoking this gas bitch ima fuck up the ozone
Lately my life too fast I just wish I could live it all in slow mo

I'm as loud as I wanna be don't feel the need to tip toe
I don't even blame you for any of the shit you doing I did it before
Anytime anything bad happens to me I blame it on karma
Id rather fly off a bridge than to go back to shit that I did or the way that I lived
Baby it is what is is or maybe its not
I don't even know no more
Giving you all I can give its all that I got
I'm going overboard
Jump in the deep end for you baby
Baby ima drown I don't know how to swim
The way that you look you looking heaven sent
Got to hold my tongue cant say what I really meant
Baby where is you from I'm tryna go where you been
Fuck this I'm obsessed with someone that I never met
Upset always happens to me I get left down and disappointed
Baby I just wish I could be someone else I'm not
Baby this my story and I'm stuck up in the plot
I'm pathetic
Oh I'm pathetic
Leave it to me ill be the first one who says it
Oh I'm pathetic
Leave it to me ill be the first one who
Fuck
Don't want no ice up on my body
Say what you mean to me cause right now I don't wanna hear no sorry
And her body like a Barbie
I just hope she don't play games with me cause bitch I'm not Atari
Oh yeah yeah
I would kms before I try and be you
Don't worry bout me baby worry bout you
Ima pay my dues and do what I do
I know ima piece of shit at times
And I cant tell what's right
Like I lost my damn mind
I keep walking back and forth in my shoes
You're obsessed with everything I do
I don't even wanna fucking move
Its hard to breathe when your hearts in two
I keep it pushing and moving lil baby
I don't give a fuck about none of this shit
I think my life is a movie and I write the story but I'm taking you out the script
Tss bitch I'm the shit and I know that huh huh pee u
I wont go down on your level I don't even wanna be near you
You turned into someone I don't like
I guess that makes two of us
I did that some things that weren't right but its hard to play nice when your life is a mess
And I came to terms with my death so I give it all in the flesh
I'm not tryna hide or be somebody that I'm not
I tell you all of my flaws I speak from the heart
I don't care for acting hard or how much money on your card
Or the fit you got or the whip you drive or the bitch you fucked
Tell me something that I don't know
I'm going hard and smoking this gas bitch ima fuck up the ozone
Lately my life too fast I just wish I could live it all in slow mo