Louisiana Rain - Desert Lyrics

I have found something in disguise
Something distant, riddled as a start
Hidden 'long the treasures I'm supposed to cherish in a lifetime
Did I dream I'm being chased or is it my mortality asking for time?
The spell you put on me is a lie
Take me back to that somerton place
Running wild are people on the hunt for something new
I wish that I could be like them and follow the light into the blue

But I feel I'm being nothing but a pain to you
I'll be waiting for your answer behind a curtain of tar and smoke
I'm scared to lose my exclusivity
In the shadows where I'm not supposed to hide away
And I think I'm boring you

She said I'm torn in a fight, and it's tearing me down
Take me back to that bulletproof age
Lie to me, surprise me with a though I could never produce
Spin inside a circle and remind me I'm in it for you
I think I'm beginning to see and realize
The truth is always bending and breaking my heart
I'm the subject of a joke I never knew I was part of from the start
I'm being paranoid and making stories just to speak with you

But I feel I'm being nothing but a mess for you
I'll be waiting as I'm aging to find if I still think it's all a hoax
I'm scared to find a wall in the midst of a revelation
Or a spin in the plot that can finish me off
And I think I'm boring you
I might be boring you

And I feel I'm being nothing but a burden to you
While I'm walking through the desert alone with empty tears in my heart
I'm scared to find the answers to questions I just don't wanna know
Or a final response to my prayers at dawn
And I think I'm boring you
I might be boring you