$LOTHBOI - Anti Depressant Lyrics

Lying in a grave
Different shades of grey
Bodies next me
Wake up from a dream

Think I'm still asleep
Rise up, to take a leap
Jump a 100ft
Pray it's all a dream

Lying in a grave
Different shades of grey
Bodies next me
Wake up from a dream

Red wine in the bed
Mixed with blood from my head
Got stains on my sheets
Smells of fucking bleach

My days been going great
Pills are working I'm still here
Can't feel the pain in my brain
My mind ain't so clear

My days been going great
Haven't felt a single thing
My happiness is gone
But my pain is fucking numbed

I skipped my fucking meds
Now I'm one step from the edge
My homie calls my phone
Asks to smoke a another bowl

Saved my fucking life
While I sit here real high
Happy for a life but
These pills be taking mine

They block the pain, they block the joy
They clog my mind, they fuzz my eyes
They eat away my fucking soul
Empty shell of fucking noise

I'm feeling numb, I'm feeling dumb
I sleep away the day with me okay about the waste of space that has the fucking face of me

Lying in a grave
Different shades of grey
Bodies next me
Wake up from a dream

Lying in a grave
Different shades of grey
Bodies next me
Wake up from a dream