Loner Boy - A Letter To Me Lyrics

This a letter to the future yeah the older me
Can you tell me is my music still controlling me
Can you tell me if my friends have turned to foes to me
And can you tell me is my girl still holding me
I know they hear my music but do they hear it globally
Are you still depressed but can't express it vocally
Or have you found a way to stop being so awkward socially
Or are you still tryna find yourself while writing poetry
Do you still take the meds that change our personality
Really hope so cause I wanna have friends surrounding me
Hope we got some fans and the numbers growing rapidly
Maybe you killed yourself cause you couldn't handle agony
I just wanna know this a letter to the future
Hope you get my message please respond a little sooner
Cause I'm sending it out ten years later
Lets see how my story goes and how I flex on the haters
Well I hope that you made it to the top
Cause I'd love to see our grind
Cause me and you
Know the only thing
That's been on our mind is one day stunting and watching ourself shine