LNS Masu - apocryphal. // casuistic. Lyrics

(APOCRYPHAL)
Break me
I'm fading
Break me
I'm fading
Got a blank face coupled with lust
I been feeling so tired of the days I lost
Wait till I made up my mind stuck up
Imma look to the sun but I can't get up
Running thru time I been gettin ahead
But I'm still gon' cry from the words she said
Sayin you're mine but you know I'm dead
I be stuck in the mud with the tears I've shed
Got a blank face coupled with lust
I been feeling so tired of the days I lost
Wait till I made up my mind stuck up
Imma look to the sun but I can't get up
Running thru time I been gettin ahead
But I'm still gon' cry from the words she said
Sayin you're mine but you know I'm dead
I be stuck in the mud with the tears I've shed
I can see the way you walk I see you crumble down
Encoded with the rest I thought you knew the sound
Try your patience with the woods I'll find my silver crown
I've been raised up with the roses but I'm withered down
Made to see the stagnant masses not to know the name
I feel empty I feel tired I feel all the pain
Constricted to your time I seen you walk away
My soul is filled up with the lies you talk away
Made it back around for just a minute
Pull me off the ground I know I'm contradictive
I blew away with the wind to find my final mission
So I be making up a beat that I can walk to get it
Yeah I be tired of this shit, It be making my chest ache
To find another person that concerns you it won't take
A flower in the dirt of the blood of my last state
I'm evolved, and deformed, and I'm stuck up last place
Promise me this
Will you make it back safe
Promise me this
Will you keep it away
This shit's so important
So I need you to hear
You can't let em know your moves
You can't let em get near
Cop killer brain spiller
I'm the one that they fear
I'm a ghost in the night
I'm the one that they hear
Screams echo through the caves
Like they wanna be clear
But I can't make out words
All I hear is the deer
Please don't wait, please don't go
Please don't let them through snow
You can't tell me you won't show
I need you here I need to know
Vines extending down the stream
I make a pact with death to see
She on my back like neoprene
But she can't see what's through the trees
Break me
I'm fading
Got a blank face coupled with lust
I been feeling so tired of the days I lost
Wait till I made up my mind stuck up
Imma look to the sun but I can't get up
Running thru time I been gettin ahead
But I'm still gon' cry from the words she said
Sayin you're mine but you know I'm dead
I be stuck in the mud with the tears I've shed
Got a blank face coupled with lust
I been feeling so tired of the days I lost
Wait till I made up my mind stuck up
Imma look to the sun but I can't get up
Running thru time I been gettin ahead
But I'm still gon' cry from the words she said
Sayin you're mine but you know I'm dead
I be stuck in the mud with the tears I've shed
Know my face, know my place
See me try to get away
Fuck the clout and fuck the fame
I been that nigga what's to say
That I ain't with it I cant scrap
The blade is going through your back
Try to run your mouth again
But you're the one who's gon' relapse
Got a blank face coupled with lust
I been feeling so tired of the days I lost
Wait till I made up my mind stuck up
Imma look to the sun but I can't get up
Running thru time I been gettin ahead
But I'm still gon' cry from the words she said
Sayin you're mine but you know I'm dead
I be stuck in the mud with the tears I've shed
Got a blank face coupled with lust
I been feeling so tired of the days I lost
Wait till I made up my mind stuck up
Imma look to the sun but I can't get up
Running thru time I been gettin ahead
But I'm still gon' cry from the words she said
Sayin you're mine but you know I'm dead
I be stuck in the mud with the tears I've shed
No shame in my heart
I been locked away so long
I can't control what I've become
I've been rejected I feel numb
So what's the point of living life
If I can't make it to my stride
I feel conceited need my high
So I can break this fucking cycle
I can't find my love now
Need to overcome now
I ain't popping on now pills
But I've yet to try one
Cuz if I died who would be there
And if I cried no one would care
Yeah I've been living on my own
I've learned to live through all the fear
Traveled deep and far and wide
To find the sparkle in my eyes
Cuz I'm just waiting for my time
To settle down to find a wife
I'm just reject don't you know
I stay away from all the cold
I mask my feelings with the show
But this shit is gettin old
(CASUISTIC)
I've built myself up
I'll be the one to tear it down
I'll be the one to find the crown
Cuz I know you fuck niggas ain't supporting
I've yet to feel loved
I've yet to feel accepted
I've yet to know that someone is there
So with every verse I speak
Just know there's always a story behind it
I've lived my life one step at a time
But I think its time I've skipped the line
I think its time that I see the light
So when I make it big I don't want none of you niggas claiming you were friends with me
I don't want none of you bitches in my DM's
Cuz I ain't no fucking clout chaser
I'm a product of myself
And I'll keep it that way
I'm LNS till death, and no one can take that from me
I'm broken I'm back and I'm stunting
I know that you niggas just fronting
Ain't telling me nothin
Proven my worth with discussion
Don't tell me that you was supporting
You ain't give me nothin
I never had no one to love
Never had no one to treat
Maybe it's me
But I can't believe what I see
False flexing the streets
It's so sad to see
These niggas the out here they claim what they not
They "Slatt" and they "Slime", "999" bitch you not
But they the ones big they the ones who on top
All because they were popular and I was not
It's not about talent no more
It's not about grinding no more
Don't tell me it is
It's only about popular whores
The ones who got more to adore
Than the shit they spit
I know that I might just be tripping
But I've seen the talent be missing
The ones who are really expressive
Are usually lost up in SoundCloud and mentions
The ones who gon' put in the time
The ones who gon' put in the grind
They'll never see fame in their life
It's shrouded by lies
It's lost in the seas of despise
It's lost in the seas of despise
It's lost in the seas of the night
Fuck all this industry bullshit
I'm making my name and I do what I want to
It's not about clout yeah it's not about fame
It's all about making a difference to lay
I want to go start a new life
I wish that I could work 9 until 5
But music has consumed my life
So I gotta grind
I gotta go put in the time
I gotta go see it out right
I gotta make sure that they hear
I gotta go look in the mirror
I gotta go make this shit clear
Continue to speak till I disappear
Continue to speak till I make it upstairs
Fuck, I'm tired
I've said what I want
I guess I'll be lost in the dark
I hope you consume it and take it to heart

(APOCRYPHAL)
Break me
I'm fading
Break me
I'm fading
Got a blank face coupled with lust
I been feeling so tired of the days I lost
Wait till I made up my mind stuck up
Imma look to the sun but I can't get up
Running thru time I been gettin ahead
But I'm still gon' cry from the words she said
Sayin you're mine but you know I'm dead
I be stuck in the mud with the tears I've shed
Got a blank face coupled with lust
I been feeling so tired of the days I lost
Wait till I made up my mind stuck up
Imma look to the sun but I can't get up
Running thru time I been gettin ahead
But I'm still gon' cry from the words she said
Sayin you're mine but you know I'm dead
I be stuck in the mud with the tears I've shed
I can see the way you walk I see you crumble down
Encoded with the rest I thought you knew the sound
Try your patience with the woods I'll find my silver crown
I've been raised up with the roses but I'm withered down
Made to see the stagnant masses not to know the name
I feel empty I feel tired I feel all the pain
Constricted to your time I seen you walk away
My soul is filled up with the lies you talk away
Made it back around for just a minute
Pull me off the ground I know I'm contradictive
I blew away with the wind to find my final mission
So I be making up a beat that I can walk to get it
Yeah I be tired of this shit, It be making my chest ache
To find another person that concerns you it won't take
A flower in the dirt of the blood of my last state
I'm evolved, and deformed, and I'm stuck up last place
Promise me this
Will you make it back safe
Promise me this
Will you keep it away
This shit's so important
So I need you to hear
You can't let em know your moves
You can't let em get near
Cop killer brain spiller
I'm the one that they fear
I'm a ghost in the night
I'm the one that they hear
Screams echo through the caves
Like they wanna be clear
But I can't make out words
All I hear is the deer
Please don't wait, please don't go
Please don't let them through snow
You can't tell me you won't show
I need you here I need to know
Vines extending down the stream
I make a pact with death to see
She on my back like neoprene
But she can't see what's through the trees
Break me
I'm fading
Got a blank face coupled with lust
I been feeling so tired of the days I lost
Wait till I made up my mind stuck up
Imma look to the sun but I can't get up
Running thru time I been gettin ahead
But I'm still gon' cry from the words she said
Sayin you're mine but you know I'm dead
I be stuck in the mud with the tears I've shed
Got a blank face coupled with lust
I been feeling so tired of the days I lost
Wait till I made up my mind stuck up
Imma look to the sun but I can't get up
Running thru time I been gettin ahead
But I'm still gon' cry from the words she said
Sayin you're mine but you know I'm dead
I be stuck in the mud with the tears I've shed
Know my face, know my place
See me try to get away
Fuck the clout and fuck the fame
I been that nigga what's to say
That I ain't with it I cant scrap
The blade is going through your back
Try to run your mouth again
But you're the one who's gon' relapse
Got a blank face coupled with lust
I been feeling so tired of the days I lost
Wait till I made up my mind stuck up
Imma look to the sun but I can't get up
Running thru time I been gettin ahead
But I'm still gon' cry from the words she said
Sayin you're mine but you know I'm dead
I be stuck in the mud with the tears I've shed
Got a blank face coupled with lust
I been feeling so tired of the days I lost
Wait till I made up my mind stuck up
Imma look to the sun but I can't get up
Running thru time I been gettin ahead
But I'm still gon' cry from the words she said
Sayin you're mine but you know I'm dead
I be stuck in the mud with the tears I've shed
No shame in my heart
I been locked away so long
I can't control what I've become
I've been rejected I feel numb
So what's the point of living life
If I can't make it to my stride
I feel conceited need my high
So I can break this fucking cycle
I can't find my love now
Need to overcome now
I ain't popping on now pills
But I've yet to try one
Cuz if I died who would be there
And if I cried no one would care
Yeah I've been living on my own
I've learned to live through all the fear
Traveled deep and far and wide
To find the sparkle in my eyes
Cuz I'm just waiting for my time
To settle down to find a wife
I'm just reject don't you know
I stay away from all the cold
I mask my feelings with the show
But this shit is gettin old
(CASUISTIC)
I've built myself up
I'll be the one to tear it down
I'll be the one to find the crown
Cuz I know you fuck niggas ain't supporting
I've yet to feel loved
I've yet to feel accepted
I've yet to know that someone is there
So with every verse I speak
Just know there's always a story behind it
I've lived my life one step at a time
But I think its time I've skipped the line
I think its time that I see the light
So when I make it big I don't want none of you niggas claiming you were friends with me
I don't want none of you bitches in my DM's
Cuz I ain't no fucking clout chaser
I'm a product of myself
And I'll keep it that way
I'm LNS till death, and no one can take that from me
I'm broken I'm back and I'm stunting
I know that you niggas just fronting
Ain't telling me nothin
Proven my worth with discussion
Don't tell me that you was supporting
You ain't give me nothin
I never had no one to love
Never had no one to treat
Maybe it's me
But I can't believe what I see
False flexing the streets
It's so sad to see
These niggas the out here they claim what they not
They "Slatt" and they "Slime", "999" bitch you not
But they the ones big they the ones who on top
All because they were popular and I was not
It's not about talent no more
It's not about grinding no more
Don't tell me it is
It's only about popular whores
The ones who got more to adore
Than the shit they spit
I know that I might just be tripping
But I've seen the talent be missing
The ones who are really expressive
Are usually lost up in SoundCloud and mentions
The ones who gon' put in the time
The ones who gon' put in the grind
They'll never see fame in their life
It's shrouded by lies
It's lost in the seas of despise
It's lost in the seas of despise
It's lost in the seas of the night
Fuck all this industry bullshit
I'm making my name and I do what I want to
It's not about clout yeah it's not about fame
It's all about making a difference to lay
I want to go start a new life
I wish that I could work 9 until 5
But music has consumed my life
So I gotta grind
I gotta go put in the time
I gotta go see it out right
I gotta make sure that they hear
I gotta go look in the mirror
I gotta go make this shit clear
Continue to speak till I disappear
Continue to speak till I make it upstairs
Fuck, I'm tired
I've said what I want
I guess I'll be lost in the dark
I hope you consume it and take it to heart