LNS Masu - anxiety. Lyrics

It's 5 past 9 and I'm still out here waiting just for you
It's so confusing how my mind works don't be pitiful
No answers questions I've been thinking bout the pain involved
Feel no respect when I see faces that look just like you
I might be crazy but I'm tired of this life I'm living
I'm feeling no convictions test of time I'm tryina feel it
These cops are killing no regrets it's just a messed up system
There's people fighting arguing for nothing they don't listen
Yet I'm still think why does my life have to be this way
Why am I always still alone it might be in my head
I'm so alone I want a lover who connects with me
I'm fighting just to stay alive so baby stay with me
Even my own friends and family just watch me struggle
Don't get a huddle I just get the stares of constant trouble
They stare of judgement but I can't escape from my own bubble
They say they listening but I can see their lies they subtle
My friends and family ain't even listened to my album
I need a girl who gonna lift me up and show me stardom
Am I just wasting time or am I wrong to even start em
The problems always coming back I wish I'd just forgot em
Yeah my anxiety is troubling can't see the endgame
They swear they listening but they don't even know the songs name
I'm gettin anxious furious with all the lies I lie in
Wish someone would be here to release all this pain inside me
It's 5 past 9 and I'm still out here waiting just for you
It's so confusing how my mind works don't be pitiful
No answers questions I've been thinking bout the pain involved
Feel no respect when I see faces that look just like you
And I don't know if you will hear this if you do then tell me
I need an answer yes or no don't hit me with a maybe
But for now I'll just be out here on my own just laying
I'm 6 feet under everything that you have tried betraying

It's 5 past 9 and I'm still out here waiting just for you
It's so confusing how my mind works don't be pitiful
No answers questions I've been thinking bout the pain involved
Feel no respect when I see faces that look just like you
I might be crazy but I'm tired of this life I'm living
I'm feeling no convictions test of time I'm tryina feel it
These cops are killing no regrets it's just a messed up system
There's people fighting arguing for nothing they don't listen
Yet I'm still think why does my life have to be this way
Why am I always still alone it might be in my head
I'm so alone I want a lover who connects with me
I'm fighting just to stay alive so baby stay with me
Even my own friends and family just watch me struggle
Don't get a huddle I just get the stares of constant trouble
They stare of judgement but I can't escape from my own bubble
They say they listening but I can see their lies they subtle
My friends and family ain't even listened to my album
I need a girl who gonna lift me up and show me stardom
Am I just wasting time or am I wrong to even start em
The problems always coming back I wish I'd just forgot em
Yeah my anxiety is troubling can't see the endgame
They swear they listening but they don't even know the songs name
I'm gettin anxious furious with all the lies I lie in
Wish someone would be here to release all this pain inside me
It's 5 past 9 and I'm still out here waiting just for you
It's so confusing how my mind works don't be pitiful
No answers questions I've been thinking bout the pain involved
Feel no respect when I see faces that look just like you
And I don't know if you will hear this if you do then tell me
I need an answer yes or no don't hit me with a maybe
But for now I'll just be out here on my own just laying
I'm 6 feet under everything that you have tried betraying